Feeling awful after losing our partner
I fell deeply in love with a 3rd. 2 years and it's over now, they left us a few days ago.
It's not their fault, they never communicated that they wanted to have a full life together but I got my hopes up anyway.
We had such a strong connection that I thought it couldn't possibly go astray. We had such a strong link in taste, outlook, loving the human form. The sex was the best I've ever had and it was so frequent. Now I'm coming off the high of having threesomes with two people I love deeply to just what feels like boring normal everyday life.
I love my wife but it's so hard to re-frame my head to just thinking about us after so long with another that added so much to the dynamic.
It was an amicable break-up, but it still stings. I've learned I'm very bad at taking rejection from loved ones.
It's such a sharp fall-off I feel terrible.
I think I just need to take it one day at a time to get over this but does anyone have any advice?