u/Braddle231

I felt like I was doing so so well, after about 2 and a half months

Urges to check her socials stopped

No more thinking about her in the morning

No pain

No tight chest

I felt happy again

Then boom she messaged me, that same day where I finally felt free from it all. We spoke for 3 days

And it was great but she was still inconsistent and I felt the pain of the end of the relationship all over again

I walked away from her. The one girl that I have ever truly loved, hardest thing I've ever done and now it's been 3 weeks since that day

The urges are back and strong

Thinking about her a lot more too

The pain is slightly there

The what ifs are back

When will I go back to how I was, I want to be free of those urges to check