I have struggled with disordered eating for as long as I can remember. I don’t even know how or when it started. I just remember being overweight and being told to lose weight all the time. Once I started losing the weight I couldn’t stop. It’s been a couple years since then. I keep trying to eat but I fail.
My partner has tried supporting me but recently during a fight he told me he does not understand it anymore. I guess he was frustrated dealing with it and couldn’t take it anymore. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to explain it to him that even if I’m trying I am unable to. I was in the hospital last month for an IV. I had a very irregular heartbeat and it was due to a severe deficiency of potassium. I know he is concerned but I don’t know what to do or how to move forward. I weigh each meal to the gram and eat if I have to and most of the time I don’t feel hungry.
Please help