u/BrainsDumbQuestions

I'm in my early 20's and met a girl a month ago who has been making me feel things I didn't know I could. This is the first time anybody has shown real interest in me.

I had finally gotten complete control over my emotions and was applying myself in the places that needed effort, but now I feel like a little kid again. The amount I feel for her is incomprehensible to me and I'm just so lost in how to manage this because it's made me not care about anything else in life.

It's long(ish) distance too so I haven't seen her again yet. Is there a way to break out of this insanity or has all the progress I thought I made been removed. Any advice would help a lot, thanks!!