now why is it getting worse ...what should i do ...
yes it is the same girl as the last two times (i'm tweaking, iykyk...)
so today was particularly noteworthy ...
so for context (ofc) me and her are in a tutoring group together where we tutor underclassmen once a week.
today underclassmen were there, but they didn't really need any help, so we chilled out for a bit, and we decided to play adopt me ... (also i've decided to trade for sharks in adopt me cs thats her fav pet so i guess i'm gonna try and make a mega)
like right before we decided to play adopt me she asked for me to sit directly next to her (which would be be normal, but she doesn't care as much about her and her other friends sitting near her)
so anyways we were playing adopt me and my connection is like buns right so I stop playing for a bit and make googly eyes at her or whatever (ik I'm desperate guys I'm trying to communicate telepathically)
and every once in awhile she'll touch my shoulder or whatever (not even whatever this happens too often) and I have to REMAIN NONCHALANT
maybe im just trying to make stuff up for it to make sense but like????
literally NONE of my friends touch me ever (except like this one friend but she rarely touches me and only does it to guide me around sometimes like in crowded hallways or getting me to hurry up a little, but it never lingers like that yk...)
all this from a straight person btw 😔 i have to ask her if she likes women again juuuust in case maybe she'll tell me in private or something last time there were lots of ppl around like idk my gaydar keeps going off and not even cs i want it to...
should i just confess now or...??????????? or is there anything i should do ??? i dont know how to ask without it being SUPER obvious or anything...