Any advice po , family issue
Here's a story so there's no bias. My mom has been an OFW for almost 19 years, I am now 23 and my brother is 24. My father died 3 years ago . And that's when mom came home, but she never came home before but not always. After dad was buried, mom stayed home for a while and then went back abroad. My brother and I were left at home. Dad was the one who took care of us since birth so it was so painful and hard to lose him. The grieve of losing a father is not easy so until now I still feel hurt especially now that mom and I are not okay. When we were just looking after dad at home, I found out that mom had other family in another place which was so heartbreaking because I trusted her that she couldn't do that. Imagine how long she had been gone and then she had a family with someone else, the worst is they have a child. That time my opinion of mom changed although I didn't let mom know that I knew her secret. I didn't tell my brother either because he was so down about dad's death that he might not be able to handle it. Fast forward, my brother went abroad just this year. Mom and I were left alone, I was home alone while mom was at her shop in another municipality. We fought through chat, because she asked me for money to pay her debt (I was already working but I also had bills) but I didn't give it to her because I really needed it and I didn't have a salary yet. She told me that I was greedy, that I couldn't be trusted. And then I couldn't hold back, I told her everything, I asked her where her salary went when she was abroad, imagine 30k monthly then she would give us an allowance of 3k per month (allowance, groceries, and all) then she would only give it to us when dad really had nothing. She has more luxuries than us. She spoiled herself while we didn't, because we never requested it from her because we know the value of money. I even said that she loves her stepchild more than us because she can give to her when she has a birthday, or when she is sick while we still feel like it is against her hearts to give. Now that I have told her everything, am I still bad? I am a sharp-tongued person.
What she does for us now is just basic needs that we did not experience before because she was gone. She still wants to throw me out of the house just because I told her the truth about her, maybe she forgot her sins against us. Until now we have not talked, I still feel bad that she rejected me just because I did not give him the money to pay her debt, which she used. She even used my name just to get a loan but I let her because he needed it.