My Windows laptop is up to date. My phone is an iPhone 12 mini with 64 GB. 59.8 GB full. 12.52 GB is iOS 26.2. System Data is 17.41. I used to use automatic update but turned it off before updating to iOS 18.
I turned off my VPN. I have updated through my computer from 18.5 to 26.2 and now it refuses to update. I recall having issues finding the 26 update via my computer but I eventually did. So tell me what the hell am I doing wrong?
I am stuck in every way. Career wise nothing. I feel empty. Lost. I have no friends that I think actually care, except for maybe one now. I’m unemployed and afraid to be myself around anyone. I dress masc and have short hair. I hardly leave my house. I feel the darkness creeping in and I don’t know what to do anymore. I try not to let it consume but I haven’t done anything to change my situation. It’s like I am so mentally overwhelmed I can’t think. I have no thoughts that are clear. I want to think of the future but it just feels so dark… I’m 31 and living at home with no money to my name. I know I need to do something. Anything but I feel like I have no one to rely on.