What was I made for?
Hey, guys! I just wanted to share this and maybe you could share your thoughts too. Sometimes I question my existence, what was I really made for? I know as a gay Christian I am made to honor and worship God, how can I change my desire of loving and wanting the same sex if I wanted to please God. I try so hard. I know for some of you would say that God is not even mad of our sexuality, its our actions and decisions that made Him mad toward us. For ref. I am an Asian, single and late 20's, working and trying to build myself alone. I question my existence because I wanted to have a partner that also have the same faith as me. So many thoughts on my mind especially at night when the bed is calling that makes me awake late at night. I put everything on Him, trust Him but I know I always failed and He is always good to me. So many answered prayers, but this desire in my heart haven't yet been answered. Why? Sorry, I just have to share this random thoughts because I know that some of you would take time to give their opinions. Hoping.