It pulls you
Whenever you go to that particular place , at that time of the day , when no one's around.
You could work , study , learn , do something productive but no
The desire pulls you back into its den .
Sucks all the energy from you .
And then throws you lifeless , but now with guilt and regret and self hate .
This cycle repeats again and again .
My question for you is , are you not tired?
Don't you have any God damn self respect left in you?
Why do you forget how much it hurt the last time?
The thing is we only remember how good the porn and the dopamine was , we don't remember how we felt after it .
Rather i think , we do remember how it was , we know where the road will lead but the thirst for the dopamine is sooo high , we don't pay attention to these things , if we remember all this , it will easily turn us off , and then we won't get our cheap dopamine.
I am sick of the idea that the problem is not porn it's our lifestyle and mindset . A big fuckking no .
The problem is the porn , the problem is the god damn industry.The problem is our government which chooses not to ban it .
But
WE WONT LOOSE
WE WONT BEND
We will fucking win , it has no control over us if we know it's strategies .