u/Bringbackthe90z

So my best guy friend had a dream about me 2 wks ago and it scared him so much he wanted me to text him first thing to make sure I was ok. He dreamed I passed from car wreck. Now, I am moving hours away to another state and he is also worried he will never see me again. But anyways I have been terrified of this dream for obvious reasons. I have children and it is just a scary thing. Well tonight i did have a wreck. I rearended someone going about 4mph, so I am ok. They went to pull out but then stopped. But its totally freaking me out. I have to make the drive fri to our new place 9 hrs and I am scared to go. I honestly wish he had just never told me about it. I dont tell people when I dream about them good, weird or bad honestly. My anxiety is just so heightened now from today.

So I will say, before this ship, I honestly hadnt ever heard of the virus. I'm 42. Well in my 42 years I have been around mice, cleaned up after them a few times in my life etc. Fast forward to almost 2 wks ago and one got into our cabin in a Tn campground. It happens almost yearly when weather goes warm then we get that quick cold snap again. Never thought about it bc again, I hadnt heard about it. Well I cleaned up after this stupid mouse and of course not in the correct way as they are now saying. I swept and vacuumed. Now I am terrified. I have like til end of june to be out of that 8 wk window now. Then of course I had to come up on a tik tok of a girl in ky who got it last yr and was the first in the state after cleaning up a bunch in her basement the same way. I'm literally spiraling and have little children. I will never clean up after one again, someone else can! But I cant undo what is done😭😭😭😭

I woke up to a text from my best friend this morn asking if I was ok and to please msg him when I woke. To him telling me he dreamed I died in car wreck. I already have horrible anxiety. I'm terrified now. I am moving out of state and terried to drive now plus I have new baby and 13 yr old who will be with me. I'm not ready to go 😭😭😭😭 I wish he had never told me. Then i see in other forums where ppl dream of ppl dying and then they do. Its giving me severe panic