I'm literally the worst in everything I do.
I hate it, for how can everyone manage to get grade 6s, 7s, 8s, and 9s. Yet I cannot comprehend how one achievs this, a 4 is out of reach, writing a paragraphp is more difficult than finding out Jack the Rippers identity. Everyone around me is so intelligent, except me. I'm to retarded for it, no matter how much I study, no matter how much help I get, no matter what's on the test, I still manage to fail and be a useless wanker to everyone.
(9 is the highest.
4 is a pass.
1 and a U the lowest.)
Next, how can one be so good looking, online, offline, my head, everywhere, everyone looks amazing, yet I've been cursed with such a disgusting thing, a mirror would be the death of me, I become sick (vomit) whenever I see myself, even in the camera if my phone. The mirror would crack, my phone would disintegrate and ones eyes would bleed from the mere sight of a beast.
However, I'm a monster, so I cannot claim benevolence as a defense for me defendants, I'm a crook, fool, cheat and moron, all into one string of disgust. Would one even truly want to be my friend, except out of necessity or pity?
Damn be to me, curse me, a plague should've ravanged me from when the moon Waxing Gibbousinstead on the day of my birth, I'm kept alive by sheer resistance by my own, my mind has but given up and wishes for peace, yet my body keeps revolting and overturning. If I fall, no one would miss, If I fall, one would see the burden of emotional debt he forgiven.