u/Bubbles-0_0

I feel like I'm on a roller coaster. I have periods of being okay than going back to the shit hole I just climbed out of. And it's for like months. For one month I'm fine and happy and actually productive than something shifts and I get back in the hole. When I can't feel happy or excited. I'm just sad and angry or just don't feel anything and I don't know how to get out of this cycle. And it's killing me because I have to keep up my grades but I can't focus and I'm just generally more negative or just feel like i don't give a fuck and i just wanna make everyone hate me and die. Side note: There is a slight suspicion from me and some of the people around me that I might have ADHD.

If anyone can help I would really appreciate that.