Me 22 years old suffering bad k addiction
Im 22 years old im suffering from a bad k addiction i need at least 2-3G a day to function ive had alotta trauma and shit going on and k is like my best friend but my worst enemy it’s a love hate relationship.
When I was young i only used to smoke weed take the odd E and im a big fan of psychedelics now and again you know the usual 😅 but as I got older and more life problems started dabbing more with benzos and codeine ect that which long strong short led my to ketamine
I have a love hate relationship with ketamine because it’s there for me when I need it it comforts me when I need comfort it makes me happy when I want to be happy it’s taken me to places that not many other pychs have taken me but it’s also taken so much from me.
My family are I’ll worried im gonna die im worried to i do want to stop I just find myself stuck in the loop every time.
I can feel the damage it’s doing to my bladder and lower abdomen but every time I try to get it checked out the NHS and GPs just look at me like im talking to a brick wall.
Im not an anti drug person i believe everything is okay in moderation but sticking to the moderation is the hard part.
Good luck everyone much love