u/Bubbly-Yesterday1130

Made it a few months. Lost 6k could really use. I just don’t know anymore. The money is important but I have a good job and have paid off a lot of previous debt. But my story is long. I don’t have it in me to type out. I’ve been carrying too much for too long. I don’t know why, this defeat of my character, is really hitting hard. I know I can make the money back, and I even know I can stop gambling. But with all the other stressors in my life. And this feeling of hating myself. It’s really hard to find motivation to keep going. I’ll keep trying. I hope I find peace and you all do too