I'm 4 weeks with no idea what to do
I just found out I am 4 weeks pregnant. I am 26. I have never ever wanted children, I also didn't think I was able to have children so this is a lot to process. If it's written in black & white, I shouldn't have this pregnancy. My boyfriend and I have only been together for 8 months and it's been a rollercoaster of a relationship. He is still going through finalizing a divorce so I feel awful that I am even pregnant. I know you're probably judging already, most people do that i am even dating him. He did not cheat, they were separated for a year and a half before I met him. I am not where i want to be to have a child. I wanted to be married and have a home. I don't want to bring a child into a home thats not even built because in my experience that'll lead to a broken home. I have my abortion scheduled for this week but I am so scared. I keep having thoughts on if this is something that I should really do. Parts of me are getting excited and happy about having a baby forming in my belly but then I get the realistic feelings as well. Any advice?