u/Bubblybubbles22

So I met a girl and we’ve been dating for a while now and I truly love her, I’ve been with a guy before and everything about it felt wrong but everything with her feels right. I know that being gay is a sin and I understand you should choose god and everything but I don’t want to have to choose between her and god. I want both. In my mind I sin every day and I pray every night for forgiveness, But I keep wondering Will god hate me if I stay with this girl? Will he send me to hell? my parents keep saying to do what makes me happy and she makes me happier than anyone else and I don’t wanna let her go so please dont even suggest that. I just need to know who to talk to about this, will i feel like this forever, will i always feel guilty?