u/Budget-Chocolate-145

Feeling completely lost and pressured in BSc CSIT 4th semester

I’m currently studying BSc CSIT and I’m in my 4th semester. Lately, I’ve been feeling really confused and drained because I don’t know what I’m actually supposed to do with my career.

There are so many things to learn—programming, web development, networking, databases, projects, internships, etc.—and sometimes I feel like everyone else is moving forward while I’m just stuck.

I want to build a good career in IT, but I honestly don’t know what I should focus on or whether I’m learning the right things. The pressure of college, assignments, exams, and thinking about my future is becoming overwhelming.

For those who studied BSc CSIT or are already working in IT, what did you focus on around your 4th semester? What skills would you recommend learning now, and how did you figure out which career path was right for you?

I’d really appreciate some honest advice from people who have been through this.

After he left me and blocked me, he came back after 2.5 months. He followed me on Instagram with another account. I accepted because I wanted to see what he would say.

He texted me, “What are you doing?” I replied in a cold but polite way. At first, I thought I could handle talking to him, but I couldn’t control my emotions. I asked him, “Do you want to continue this?” He paused for a second and said,

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By “behavior,” he meant that I have anxiety, panic attacks, and am a little sensitive, which he doesn’t like.

After that, I realized he was lying because he was still blocking me on all other social media accounts. When I asked if he wanted to continue, he said yes and even called me “babe.”

I asked him if this was a fake account, and he said no, though he had changed his name. When I asked why, he replied vaguely, “It sounds better this way,” and accused me of hiding my name so other girls could see it.

Then he said exactly this:

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After that, he said, “Leave it, I saw the future.” I replied, “Sorry love,” but he left me on seen.

One twist: he was participating in a pageant and didn’t tell me. I watched his live broadcast — he won, and all the girls were screaming. I felt happy for him… but also broken because he broke me beautifully now.

Another thing: on that account, he was still following the girl he said he loved. I told him, “Let’s continue; I won’t ask any questions, I’ll do it out of love.” But he left me on seen on Tuesday and never texted again.

He broke my heart on Valentine’s Day, and I’m still trying to process everything.