I feel like everyone hates me and I'm in a self fulfilling cycle of isolation.
I feel like a leper. I feel untouchable. I feel smelly.
I shower several times a day with a fresh rag, antibacterial soap and acidified body wash and scrub every piece of my body. Deodorant, baby powder, one wear max before laundering on ANY clothes, wash my sheets once a week, I don't know what else I can do.
People have complained when I'm 30 minutes out of the shower. I do sweat a lot, and sometimes I can smell like a yeasty smell when I've been sweating all day, but otherwise I'm clueless unless someone addresses it, which multiple people have in the past, but not often. It's humiliating. It's isolating. I don't want to go outside and subject others to me. I feel like everyone hates me because I'm offensive without ever trying. What do I do?