The Rapture Isn't What We Thought It Was (PART 1)
“Bravery isn’t the absence of fear, but the presence of it during action.”
Those are the last words that My Friend said to me before he was torn apart by the feral men.
In the darkness, underneath a moon so hateful that it casts frost down unto the blades of grass that coat the earth beneath us. So frigid that the native creatures of the forest melt back into their holes seeking a warmer solitude, leaving the wild pastures silent, empty, cold, and barren.
Well, that is except for the feral men, the unkept, rotten, and horrid ideals they embody. Boasting torn attire and broken limbs, possessed by something evil something human surely not!
A human owns their own morality, their own choice to walk the path of wickedness or the path of righteousness, but these humans have lost their authority over the matter. Something vile has stripped them nude and cut through their flesh, reached into their soul and stolen their God given free will!
All that remains is a feral man, no perception of the evil he does, and no knowledge of the good he omits. Thus becoming a stringed puppet, doing the dreadful bidding of the decadent angels thrust unto the earth, in the time when the heavenly bodies above were as old as I.
Now, as I lay against the cold stone that makes up the brutalist architecture of this forsaken town. I fail to resist giving way to my emotions, overtaken by grief, anger, and denial. The feral men would surely hear my cries if not for My Friend’s screaming howling as his limbs are pilfered from the body that used to be his, it now belongs to the destination of his soul.
Solomon, My Friend, was contaminated by the rot that consumes the feral men. His days were numbered, he was scared, yet the bravest spirit I had ever come across.
He conceded himself to the blood-covered masses of the feral men willingly, in the name of sacrifice, for I was in greater peril the longer I stayed with him.
I now know that even though he was terrified in the act, he was a braver man than I ever could be. I sat on the ledge of the second floor inside of the fragmented building we saw fit to set up camp for the night.
Hearing My Friend’s essence drift away in the cold night’s breeze hurt, yet reminded me that amidst these trials and tribulations, there is an end. One where the atrocities of this earth cannot follow, Solomon’s oasis, God bless his soul.
I’ve not always been a religious man, in fact I’m not certain I am as of now. Though I try.
My Friend was a pastor, I attribute my alteration to his nightly prayers and favorable outlook on things. That, coupled with these awful times, has led me to pray to a higher being.
I know not if my breath is being wasted, but I do know it to hush the trepidation that trespasses into my sentience. That is reason enough to earn my tongue. Perhaps He could use it better than I.
The feral men are unusually active tonight, Thus I must move minimally, and keep my tone quiet, lest I draw the attention of lesser beings.
My blanket bares a hole near the side of my hip, with each breeze I shiver as my skin is covered in bumps. Cold enough to render itself bothersome, warm enough to keep me alive.
I dreamt last night, a large, frosty field of grass, populated by a collection of people, an amount too great to conceive. All idle, waiting patiently. Suddenly a booming choir, hauntingly off-key yet paralyzingly beautiful, began singing an ancient hymn. The sky above us illuminated with the light of a thousand flames, the morning frost melted as we were bathed in a ray of warmth.
An aura of light, displaying every color on the spectrum began to rise out of individuals among the crowd.
Those who had the light rise out became a husk of their former selves, turning to their brothers and sisters and pouncing, tearing through flesh and trust alike.
The lights flew up into the sky joining the constellations above, leaving the rest of us to our devices with these newborn creatures. Forsaken, abandoned, deserted.
One of them got a hold of my leg, tearing through my pants it reeled back preparing for a vicious bite, in the shared moment of its teeth sinking into my flesh I awoke. Gasping, I welcome the frigid morning air into my lungs, letting it calm my nerves as I grope the surrounding space to ground my distant mind back into this realm.
North, that is where we were heading. My Friend’s family lives in a town North of here. I intend to see this journey through, out of respect for the man he was.
I shan't show myself to his kin without evidence of his affiliation, for it would not only be rude, I also do not think they would receive me.
After I packed up the camp, I approached his body below, a ravaged image it is. His flesh was nearly gone in its entirety, all that remained was fragments of torn cloth, broken bones, and his necklace.
Yes, this shall do, he said his necklace was given to him by his wife on one of their anniversaries, surely they would believe me not a stranger should I produce this.
Like the many souls that have passed on in this region, so too have the warmer days.
All I can expect each night is the cold embrace of winter’s indifference.
I must keep my mind sharp and my vision quick, and not let them grow cold and numb, a fate already familiar to my bitter hands.
Times in the past I would entertain the idea of travelling aside main roadways, but since then, an old friend of mine unveiled the dangers of such a practice. Informing me of ambushes by ferals and survivors alike.
So, I send myself into the woods, akin to a lonesome flea making its way into the hairline of a great beast.
As I migrate through the woodland I train my focus on vegetation that could be of use on my travels, my necessity for water is met, though I fail to say the same for my food. I believe it to be no less than two moons since my last meal. I’ve heard tales of men thriving for weeks without food, but I doubt my gluttonous urge could last so long. Though, at a pace such as this, I fear I may find out whether I wish to or not.
Does that make me brave? Or is such a claim only to be exalted if you possess the choice to refuse?
Traversing through the untamed greenery of this brave new world, a delightful scent wisps past me in the breeze. I halted my stride in an attempt to focus and locate the source, that was when I saw the faint pillar of smoke dancing up into the heavens just in the distance. Ordinarily I would veer slightly to the side to avoid confrontations without hesitation, but I found myself to be with such delay.
Approaching the campsite the smell grows in stature, and so does my hunger. I stumble into a small clearing where the campsite has found its rest, falling to my knees at the sight of a heavenly stew brewing over an open flame. My eyes failed to find another soul in sight, and before I could internally discuss whether or not to approach the scene I found myself within arms reach of the pot.
The warmth it gave off alone was enough to nearly produce a tear. I felt as though I were a child once more, freshly scrubbed and wide-eyed with innocence. My father used to cook me stew when I felt sick, stew of the most divine nature indeed.
I sat myself down and started preparing myself a bowl, it had bits of carrots and potatoes and a healthy portion of meat. I burnt my tongue as I fed myself the brew.
I cared not.
A single tear did fall. The texture of the meat was chewy of sorts, I couldn’t visualize it to any of the local fauna, perhaps this was also a traveler?
Chewing through a larger clump of meat I bit down onto something of an awfully contrasting texture, a bone I presumed. As I picked it out of my teeth it took me a moment to conceive of the sight before my eyes, was this a fingernail?
It was at the moment that I felt the cold hard pressure of a gun’s barrel get pressed into the rear of my skull, as a man with a rough voice said.
“I reckon you ought to give me a good reason not to blow your thinker out.”