Hello everyone. I am Dr. Penton, a researcher from L.A. I have a Ph.D in Marine Geology and a minor in… Jesus, who cares anymore.

I am here with an urgent message. A warning.

It’s unlikely, but if anyone is coming across coordinates: [REDACTED].

DO NOT GO THERE.

I repeat.

DO NOT GO THERE.

If you find yourself near these coordinates. GO BACK. Do not approach.

Do not go near the section of water that has no waves.

I am currently aboard the R.V. Saint Clair. I am part of a small crew of scientists who came here to study what we thought were either a geological phenomenon or a consequence of climate alteration.

I’m currently on track to leave the section of water designated Hazard Area One, or A-1. We passed by A-2 and A-3 already.

If I don’t make it out. If I can’t make it. I… at least want this to be a log of my experiences.

I’m putting this excerpt in whatever forums or social media I can find.

God help us.

A-1 is an area approximately 2,000 feet in diameter, and about 0.29 square kilometers, of completely still water.

Roughly circular-shaped, surrounded by occasional rocky formations on its edges. The most notable thing about hazard area one is, as mentioned, the water.

It’s completely still.

There is no motion in A-1. There are no waves and no ripples in the water. It is equivalent to a lake in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.

It’s physically impossible.

Hazard Areas 2 and 3, are also similar. The only difference is that they are smaller in size. Probably only about the size of a football stadium.

I… I don’t think I’ve ever seen or read of anything like this. When I was first contracted, I was told there was an area on the ocean with abnormally large CO₂ concentrations. When we finally arrived, we found something much… stranger.

There is, I suppose, a large concentration of CO₂ in the area. But it has the peculiar property of coming in intermittent phases.

Every 2.3 hours a large concentration of CO₂ is detected. It’s roughly rhythmic, which is bizarre, but that’s what the instruments detected.

This alone would constitute enough to have our names plastered over science magazines all over the world. I’m not that shallow but that’s not where the oddities ended.

The area was supposed to be consistent with volcanic activity, probably a hydrothermal vent associated with volcanic or tectonic activity. There is, however, incongruent data with that theory.

The temperature around this place is consistently 5 degrees Celsius above what would be expected. Volcanic activity does not substantially increase water temperature, at least not of this volume. So alternative theories had to be explored.

We lowered a CTD to roughly 500 meters to measure temperature, salinity, and density. It takes a few days for it to process readings, so we waited.

We shouldn’t have waited. We should have left.

We were informed, by honestly, several governments at this point, of class F disappearances in this area. Do people remember a thing we used to talk about as kids? The Bermuda Triangle?

That’s a F class disappearance. Large vessels containing more than fifty people on board.

Our little dinghy boat wouldn’t count, we’re only about eighteen people. I’m not supposed to say this, but supposedly a cruise ship of over five hundred people went missing in an area similar to this.

You probably didn’t hear it on the news. But the people who sail this area know.

Morgans is the ship’s captain. He’s probably one of the few people stupid enough to agree to come here.

He says he’s been out in the waters for years now. Never had an issue. Sometimes he sails across A-1 but he says he doesn’t dare do it through A-2 or A-3. Says it’s bad luck.

Silly superstition aside, there doesn’t seem to be any logical reason not to sail over these areas. Sure, there are disappearances, but nothing in these areas lends for such events to happen.

When they asked me to come, they basically said they wanted a “rock” scientist to be on the ship. I had the good graces to come, but I was left scratching my head as to what this is as well.

My colleagues are marine biologists, non-marine geologists and oceanographers.

They also don’t know what this is. Our resident biologist was shell-shocked on the first day however.

Every so often, there’s a deluge of dead fish that surface on A-1. The largest animal detected among them was a blue whale, probably that strayed from a pod.

It was half-decayed, so the prevalent theory became that there’s a massive gas seep on the ocean floor. Probably involving hydrogen sulfide. That’s a compound made from sulfur.

That would explain the smell.

It would seem obvious that dead fish would produce a foul odor, but it honestly doesn’t compare to the lingering stench that surrounds A-1. It smells like a salty sewer.

An intense hydrothermal vent would explain everything at this point. The gas release, the temperature, the dead fish, even the smell. But it wouldn’t explain the stillness.

I’m not an oceanographer, so I can’t explain why the water is perfectly still. It feels supernatural. It looks like it too.

My colleague says you would need a hyper-specific set of ocean currents to achieve this level of stillness. Something that doesn’t exist anywhere in the world.

I add to that that with this level of volcanic activity, it makes it doubly impossible. Underwater volcanoes change currents. If this really is a volcano or some vent making a perfect balance of currents so the water is perfectly still, then what are the odds?

How is that possible? And moreover, it doesn’t explain another property of A-1.

It’s moving.

Fifty meters per month. Still congruent with a hydrothermal vent or a volcano I suppose. They “move” in the sense they can dislocate over time with changes in the ocean floor.

My more humorous colleagues suggested it’s a massive spaceship underwater. Possibly an entire city, creating stillness for the preservation of stable life.

My other less humorous colleague, the marine biologist, Dr. Monroe, suggested it’s large-scale pollution.

That to me feels more plausible. Pollution, I suppose, ends up being a generic term to describe anything man-made that could be down there. Anything from illegal dumping operations to an entire ship graveyard.

All of these theories have holes in them. So, we bicker about what it actually is.

Each of my coworkers seem to come up with theories that are congruent with their own fields. I guess it makes sense. But we were all wrong.

A few days ago, we were standing in the middle of A-1. CTD was five hours off giving us readings, so we parked the ship there and waited.

One massive object came to the surface of the water and honestly scared us. It was an animal. A species of shark, a dead one.

A massive whale-shark. One of my colleagues suggested cutting part of it and eating it. Dr. Monroe said my colleague was being disgusting. Whale sharks are majestic creatures. Eating them would be cruel and inhuman.

My other colleague retorted that in Indonesia, they said the best fish to eat are predators. He tried some of their sharks there and said he loved them.

Dr. Monroe quickly explained that whale sharks aren’t predators but filter feeders. They don’t hunt. They just open their mouths and swim. Whatever gets in their mouth, they eat.

My other colleague responds with, “so they’re bottom feeders?”

I’m personally not interested in eating anything that’s half-dead in these waters. I doubt I could get the taste of sulfur and rot out of my mouth for weeks.

I’ll stick to the canned food we have.

I’ve work closely with my colleagues over the last few weeks to understand what A-1 actually is.

We came to the conclusion that A-1 is a hydrothermal vent on the ocean floor that exhales such a high concentration of methane and sulfur compounds, that it produces a toxic zone for large wildlife that swims in the perimeter.

It’s an ecological dead zone, demarcated by protruding rocks near its edges and a characteristic smell created by the aforementioned gas release.

As for the still water, we only came to one result.

Inconclusive.

It’s as good as it gets. And after the density readings we would probably set sail and head back home.

I remember having a conversation the day before we discovered the readings. We were out of ideas so I talked to the captain.

“What do you think it is?” I asked.

“What it is?” he responded.

“Yes…”

“Well, it’s not some joke like your friends are making it out to be.”

He was referring to my colleagues. Some of them asked the captain to pull up some of the dead fish for research or for a meal.

“Yes, sorry about that.” I apologize.

“The sea is not a playground, laddie”

“I understand.”

I asked Morgans what he thinks it is again.

“I don’t know.” he replies.

Figures.

“But if it’s not moving, it’s wrong. Nothing stands still on sea. Especially the water.”

Morgans doesn’t have any scientific background. But he does have experience. Experience is invaluable. And he also presents himself as a variable. He passes A-1 routinely. But he’s never harmed, he doesn’t “disappear”.

It would provide an interesting insight into A-1 if Morgans ever saw anything. Something to explain the disappearances.

But there’s nothing, he passes along with his small boat every month. And nothing happens.

I doubt he’s hiding anything. But an occasional explosion of gas could explain the boat disappearances.

Gas doesn’t explode naturally at sea, however. Was this some massive man-made structure?

I was about to give up when the density reports began to glare on my computer.

When I got back the density report, I paused.

I sprinted out of the cabin and went to look out to sea. We were still deep in the middle of A-1. I think the captain had ever seen me like this.

I’m only a marine geologist, but even I understand readings outside my field.

These aren’t readings consistent with the ocean floor or just water. This level of density can only mean one thing.

It all clicked in place and I finally understood. I told the captain and we began to speed off out of A-1. Never thinking of going through A-2 or A-3.

I think I almost threw up, while Captain Morgans’ face was just pure white.

It wasn’t a geological site we were studying.

I’m writing this as I’m passing the rocks near the end of A-1. I can see the end and the start of the normal ocean.

I reiterate this to all who read this.

Do not go to these coordinates.

Do not go anywhere matching the descriptions of A-1, A-2 or A-3.

We almost passed the rocks and left. I can see them clearly now.

I’m such an idiot. Why couldn’t I tell before?

We’re lucky were even alive.

Those aren’t rocks.

They’re teeth.

Damien Novi: u/Azrael7000

Robert Garther: u/B_W_Byers2233

All across North America, people claim to experience encounters that can't be easily explained. From hauntings to Bigfoot sightings, I'm here to get to the bottom of them. The following is a transcription of an interview I conducted with a man from Alaska in the Kenai peninsula. Please take everything written here with a grain or two of salt.

“Investigator Damien Novi from Surreal investigations, Friday October 13, 2026. It is currently 2:37 pm. I am in the home of one Robert Gartner located in Kenai, Alaska. It is only Robert and I, no others in the room as of this moment. Robert before we begin I must ask if you know that you are being recorded and do you give your consent for the rest of this interview?”

“Yeah I consent. That's why I called in to your guy’s little Internet show ain't it? I'm just glad someone seems to be taking me seriously. Hey, you don't mind if I smoke do you?”

“No, go right ahead. Now you contacted us about a recurring event that's been plaguing you. Can you give me a timeliness of events then we'll go more in-depth?”

“Well where do I start… (he takes a long drag of his American spirit) It started about a year or so ago. A few of my buddies and I were checking our fish lines along the bank of the Kenai river. We were working our way along the north bank, when we heard a bit of rustling out in the distance. We didn't think much about it, there's always a bunch of critters out and about in the evening, ya know? (He finishes his cigarette, lights the next one off the top and pops it in his mouth without seeming to notice) Anyways, we didn't pay much attention to it, but we did notice that whatever it was seemed to keep in step with us. Walking when we walked, stopping when we stopped. That kind of stuff, ya know? My buddy Craig started to get worried and stuff, he gets kinda paranoid after two or three beers, so he picked up a branch and threw it in the direction of the sound. That's when a big buck trounces off away. You know what a sitka deer is right?”

“No, I am not familiar with that species of deer. Is that an important piece of this story?”

“Only in the sense that what we saw definitely weren't no sitka deer. It's hard to explain really… (he closes his eyes trying to picture it) It was too skinny. Like, you coul- you could see just about every bone in its body. It's fur was brown, but not like, deer brown, ya know? Like Crayola brown. Like someone chose the color of a deer for a drawing based on memory. This buck’s eyes were also off. Even though I didn't get a solid look, but even then I saw they were white. Like, sickly white. (He goes to grab another cigarette and notices he's out) You wouldn't happen to have a smoke I could bum?”

“No I don't, I'm sorry. Back to the deer, could it not have had some kind of illness? Maybe Chronic Wasting Disease? That would explain its thinness and eyes. Maybe it fell into some type of mud or other waste that could explain its color.”

“Oh absolutely! Of course it COULD have been. That's what we thought! Maybe the deer was sick so that's why it was acting so strange. Sick animals often act off and start to act weird around humans. That's why we ignored it. (Robert chuckles lightly as he continues) Yeah, that's what we thought. Until later that night.”

“Please continue.”

“After we got back to my place, we cleaned all the fish we'd gotten. My buddies went home and I'd made myself some pan fried trout, and got ready for bed. That's when I heard this noise. It was around seven or so, and- have you ever heard the sound of a buck rubbing a tree?”

“I'm not too familiar with the sound, however I have heard it through video before. Is that what you heard?”

“Yes! That's exactly what I heard! Except it wasn't the sound of antlers on sturdy tree bark. It was on my front door. (He looks at his door with a thousand mile stare.) That's what those marks are. For the past six months or so, that buck has been trying to break into my house, and I have proof. (He shows me pictures on a trail cam linked to his phone.) The worst part is that it's been whispering to me. Every single night, this deer rubs and kicks and bites at my door. Sometimes it leaves piss and scat on my stoop. Sometimes it leaves animal carcasses all around my property. I've called the cops, so don't ask me why I haven't! They don't believe me. ‘deer are curious’ they say, ‘sometimes you find dead animals on your property’ yeah, sure. Maybe deer scraping a door once or twice is ok. And MAYBE finding a raccoon here and a squirrel there is normal, but not an entire black bear! I mean, come on!”

“Robert, you showed me pictures of this deer on your door step, but I must ask, do you have any other proof to support your claims? Do you have video of this supposed ‘deer’ leaving animal carcasses on your doorstep? Do you have recordings of this animal speaking to you? You never even mentioned what it was whispering to you. Could this all be an elaborate hoax that you are the unfortunate victim of? You said your friends were there when you all saw this sick deer, could they be playing some kind of practical joke on you?”

“Of course you don't believe me. No one does. (He checks his watch) Ah, perfect. You're just in time. Don't worry my Damien. You're about to get your proof.”

“What do you mea…”

Before I could finish that sentence. I heard the faint sound of scratching coming from the front door.

Arthur lived with his daughter, Claire, and her husband, Daniel. He was old, tired, and lonely. Every day, he repeated the same words: "I want to go to an old age home."

At first, Claire ignored it. Then she got irritated. Finally, she gave in.

"If that's what you want, we'll take you," she said.

Daniel was the one who drove him there. He didn't look back.

The home was clean. Quiet. Too quiet.

Weeks passed. Then one night, a young nurse named Emma collapsed in the hallway. She was dead before anyone could help her.

The police arrived the next morning.

They showed Claire a CCTV footage. Arthur was standing in the kitchen corner, pouring white powder into Emma's coffee.

"That's not coffee," the officer said. "That's poison."

Claire watched her father's calm face on the screen as Emma drank it and smiled at him.

His eyes said something she had never seen before. Not sadness. Not kindness. Satisfaction.

The camera caught the last moments before Emma fell. She looked at Arthur with fear in her eyes.

He didn't move. He just stood there, watching.

The officer handed Claire a note found in Arthur's room.

"I never wanted the home. I wanted the silence."

The house they grew up in never felt the same again.

And every night, Claire woke up to the sound of her father's spoon stirring a cup of coffee.

Even though he was locked in a cell.

\\---

Chapter 2 coming soon

My husband’s family had one wedding tradition they treated like a joke until it was too late for me to back out.

Every bride had to wear the family corset.

His mother said it while smiling into a champagne glass, like she was talking about serving the same cake recipe for generations. My husband kissed my forehead and told me not to worry. He said his mother was dramatic and that all old families had strange little rituals.

The corset was brought to me in a long black heirloom box lined with yellowing silk. It looked delicate at first glance—ivory lace, tiny seed pearls, hand-stitched boning, silk ribbon laces. But when I lifted it, my wrists dipped.

It was far too heavy.

I laughed because I thought maybe they had reinforced it with metal to keep the shape. His sister helped me into it before the ceremony. She stood behind me and pulled the laces with both hands until I lost half a breath.

“Tighter,” his mother said from the doorway.

I remember joking that if they pulled any harder, they’d lace me into the grave.

No one laughed.

By the time I reached the altar, I could feel something inside the lining shifting every time I moved. Not much. Just a faint drag against my ribs, like damp thread being pulled slowly through fabric.

I told myself it was sweat.

The church was packed with his family. They watched me the whole ceremony with a strange, hungry stillness, as if they weren’t there to see a marriage at all. I kept catching his mother staring at my waist instead of my face.

When my husband slid the ring onto my finger, the corset tightened on its own.

Not a gentle pull. A hard, sudden constriction that emptied my lungs and made my vision spark white at the edges.

I stumbled. He gripped my elbow and smiled for the guests, his fingers digging in hard enough to bruise.

“Almost done,” he whispered.

I asked him later—during photographs, during the drive, during the reception—if he had noticed anything wrong with the dress.

He kept saying, “You look beautiful.”

Not you’re okay.

Not let’s take it off.

Just beautiful.

At the reception dinner, I finally felt wetness spreading under the lace. I excused myself and locked myself in the bathroom.

When I peeled the top edge of the corset away from my skin, I saw black strands underneath.

Hair.

Not caught in the fabric. Woven through it.

Wet, dark hair threaded beneath the inner seams in thick, rope-like lines. Some strands had worked loose and were pressed flat against my skin with sweat. Others… others weren’t lying flat.

They were curved inward.

As if trying to burrow.

I gagged and almost tore the corset open right there, but I noticed something stitched into the lining near my ribs—a tiny hidden pocket sealed with red thread.

Inside was a human molar, a bundle of brunette hair tied with the same thread, and a folded note.

The paper was soft with age.

In my mother-in-law’s handwriting, it said:

From the last bride who tried to leave.

I don’t fully remember walking back to the reception. I know I sat down because his mother leaned toward me across the table, smiling as if we were sharing a private joke.

“It’s hungry today, isn’t it?” she whispered.

I looked at my husband.

He kept cutting his food into careful pieces. Didn’t blink. Didn’t ask what she meant. Didn’t even look surprised.

Then his mother stood, took her napkin, and calmly dabbed at something dripping from my waist onto the floor.

The napkin came away streaked black-red.

No one else at the table reacted.

That was the moment I understood this wasn’t a family heirloom.

It was a trap.

I tried to leave that night.

I waited until my husband was asleep, then dragged myself into the bathroom mirror and reached for the laces. My fingers slipped on them. They weren’t silk anymore. They felt slick and organic, like wet braids pulled from a drain.

I tugged once and pain shot through my back so violently I bit through my lip.

I twisted to look.

The eyelets along the spine of the corset were no longer sitting against my skin.

They were in it.

The black hair had rooted beneath my shoulder blades and spread down the center of my back in tight branching lines, needling into me like plant roots searching through soil. Every time I tried to pull away, I felt those roots cinch deeper around bone.

I don’t know how long I stood there shaking before my husband appeared in the doorway.

He looked tired. Not frightened. Not guilty. Just tired, like this was the most inconvenient part of a long day.

“She fought harder than you,” he said.

I asked him who.

He glanced at the pocket hanging open in the lining.

“The one before.”

Then he helped me back to bed while I sobbed and begged him to call an ambulance. He stroked my hair and told me it would hurt less by morning.

He was right.

By morning, I couldn’t feel where the corset ended and I began.

The pressure had changed. It wasn’t tighter. It was deeper. The black strands had spread under my collarbone, around my ribs, and down both arms in faint dark tracks beneath the skin. When I inhaled, they moved with me.

When I exhaled, they moved first.

His mother came to check on me carrying tea.

She told me every family has to feed its marriage somehow.

I asked her how many brides there had been.

She smiled and adjusted my veil.

“Enough to keep the stitching strong.”

I should have run then. I know that. But where do you run when the thing wearing you is under your skin?

I’m writing this because I found out I’m pregnant yesterday.

His mother cried when he told her.

Not because she was happy.

Because she said the line would finally have a daughter again.

This morning, while he was at work, I stood in the nursery they’ve apparently kept ready for years. In the bottom drawer of the dresser was another black heirloom box.

Smaller than mine.

Inside was a child-sized corset trimmed with old lace and a bundle of soft dark hair tied in red thread.

There was a note tucked underneath.

In my handwriting.

For the next bride.

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I found the book in my grandmother’s attic.

It was old, covered in dust, and had no title on the cover.

I opened it expecting a diary.

Instead, it was filled with names.

Hundreds of them.

Each name had a date beside it.

Some dates were decades old.

Some were only a few years ago.

I turned the pages until I found my mother’s name.

Beside it was the date she died.

My hands went cold.

Then I found my grandmother’s name.

Same thing.

I kept reading.

Everyone in my family was there.

Everyone except me.

I laughed nervously.

“Guess they forgot me.”

Then I noticed something strange.

Between two numbered pages was a torn edge.

Page 47 was missing.

I checked the pages before and after it.

I wondered what had been written on it.

So I searched the attic until I found a loose sheet of paper underneath an old trunk.

It was folded four times.

On it was a single sentence:

“Never replace the missing page.”

I should have stopped there.

Instead, I put the paper aside and searched for another copy of the book online.

Nothing.

So I went back to the attic.

The book was still open on page 46.

Except there was something different.

A name had appeared at the bottom.

Mine.

Beside it was tomorrow’s date.

I froze.

Then I heard a page turning behind me.

Slowly.

Very slowly.

I looked down.

Page 48 was moving by itself.

And underneath it, written in fresh black ink, were three words:

PAGE 47 FOUND.

I didn't understand.

Until I looked at the floor.

The missing page was lying there.

I picked it up.

There was only one sentence written on it.

My handwriting.

“If you’re reading this, you already died yesterday.”

I dropped the page.

My phone suddenly buzzed.

A notification from my mother's old number.

The message contained a photograph.

It was a picture of me sitting in the attic.

Taken from behind.

And beneath the photo was a message:

“Stop looking for the missing page.”

Another notification appeared.

This time from my own number.

“She already found it.”

Then I heard footsteps coming up the attic stairs.

One step.

Then another.

I grabbed the book and ran for the door.

But before I could reach it, I noticed something that made me stop.

The book wasn't in my hands anymore.

It was sitting on the floor.

Open to page 47.

The page was no longer blank.

There was a new name written underneath mine.

My name.

Again.

Except this time, beside it was today's date.

And underneath that was a sentence:

“She is still upstairs.”

I heard the attic door open behind me.

I turned around.

There was nobody there.

Only the stairs leading down.

I ran.

I didn't look back.

I haven't returned to my grandmother's house since.

But last night, I received a package.

No return address.

Inside was the old book.

I threw it away.

This morning, it was back on my desk.

Open to page 47.

There's something new written there.

Not a name.

Not a date.

Just a question.

“Why did you tear out the page?”

The first recording appeared on my phone at 3:06 a.m.

I didn't remember making it.

It was only seventeen seconds long.

I was sitting in my bedroom when I found it, half-asleep and scrolling through my phone.

The file was named:

REC_0306

I almost deleted it.

Then I pressed play.

For the first few seconds, there was nothing but static.

Then I heard breathing.

Slow.

Heavy.

Someone was standing very close to the microphone.

Then a voice whispered:

“Don't turn around.”

I froze.

I looked behind me.

Nothing.

My bedroom door was closed.

My curtains were closed.

I was alone.

I played the recording again.

The voice was definitely mine.

I knew my own voice.

But I had never said those words.

I checked the recording details.

3:06 a.m.

Created that morning.

I hadn't been awake at 3:06.

At least, I didn't think I had.

I deleted it.

Then I went to sleep.

The next morning, another recording appeared.

REC_0307

Twenty-three seconds.

This time, the recording started with silence.

Then my voice said:

“She's awake.”

A second voice whispered:

“Don't let her hear you.”

I stopped the recording.

I checked my phone.

No strange apps.

No unfamiliar devices.

Nothing.

I changed my password.

Turned on two-factor authentication.

Checked my cloud storage.

Nothing.

I convinced myself someone had hacked my phone.

That explanation lasted until lunchtime.

Because at exactly 12:41 p.m., I received another recording.

REC_1241

I pressed play.

My voice:

“She's checking the phone.”

Then another voice:

“She doesn't know yet.”

I felt sick.

I looked around the café.

Nobody was paying attention to me.

I stood up and left.

That night, I called my best friend, Daniel.

I told him everything.

He laughed at first.

“Maybe you're sleep-recording yourself.”

“I don't sleepwalk.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I don't.”

He went quiet.

Then asked:

“Can you send me the recordings?”

I did.

He listened.

There was a long pause.

“That's your voice.”

“I know.”

“You sure you didn't make these?”

“No.”

“Okay.”

He sounded uncomfortable.

“Come stay at my place tonight.”

I agreed.

At 2:50 a.m., I arrived at his apartment.

We locked the door.

Put our phones on the table.

And stayed awake.

At 3:06 a.m., nothing happened.

I laughed.

“See?”

Daniel smiled.

“Maybe it stopped.”

Then my phone vibrated.

We both stared at it.

A new recording.

REC_0306

I didn't want to play it.

Daniel did.

He pressed the button.

My voice came through.

“Daniel is sitting beside me.”

Daniel's smile disappeared.

The recording continued.

“He's going to tell me not to listen.”

Daniel looked at me.

“Don't listen.”

The recording went silent.

Then another voice whispered:

“Too late.”

Daniel immediately grabbed my phone.

“What the hell?”

I stared at him.

“Did you hear that?”

He nodded.

Neither of us spoke.

Then my phone received another recording.

REC_0307

Daniel pressed play.

My voice whispered:

“He's going to leave.”

Daniel stood up.

“What?”

I looked at him.

“You're not leaving.”

He shook his head.

“I need air.”

“Don't.”

“I'm just going downstairs.”

“Daniel.”

He looked at me.

Then smiled nervously.

“Five minutes.”

He left.

I watched the door close.

I waited.

One minute.

Two.

Three.

At four minutes, my phone vibrated.

REC_0311

I didn't want to open it.

But I did.

Daniel's voice said:

“I'm sorry.”

Then silence.

I called him.

No answer.

I called again.

Nothing.

I ran downstairs.

The lobby was empty.

The security guard looked at me.

“Where's my friend?”

“What friend?”

“Daniel. He just left.”

The guard frowned.

“You came here alone.”

I stared at him.

“No.”

He looked at the CCTV monitor.

“See?”

He pointed.

The camera showed me entering the building alone.

No Daniel.

I watched the footage.

I saw myself walk through the lobby.

I saw myself enter the elevator.

Alone.

My stomach twisted.

I called Daniel again.

This time, someone answered.

“Hello?”

It was him.

“Daniel?”

“Yeah?”

“Where are you?”

A pause.

“At home.”

“What?”

“Why?”

I couldn't breathe.

“I'm at your apartment.”

Silence.

Then he said:

“I don't have an apartment.”

The call ended.

I went home.

I didn't sleep.

The recordings kept appearing.

3:06.

3:07.

3:11.

4:20.

6:13.

8:45.

Every recording contained conversations I didn't remember having.

Sometimes my voice was talking to someone.

Sometimes someone was talking to me.

Sometimes there was crying.

Sometimes screaming.

But the strangest thing was that the recordings seemed to know what I was about to do.

At 8:45 a.m., one recording said:

“She'll check the bathroom.”

I didn't.

At 9:10:

“She'll open the drawer.”

I didn't.

At 9:42:

“She'll call Daniel.”

I didn't.

I stopped doing things mentioned in the recordings.

I thought that would stop them.

It didn't.

Instead, the messages became more personal.

REC_1013

My mother's voice.

“Why did you leave me?”

I deleted it.

REC_1014

My younger brother.

“You promised you wouldn't forget.”

I deleted it.

REC_1015

My own voice.

“You know what happened.”

I threw my phone across the room.

That afternoon, I went to a police station.

I showed an officer the recordings.

He listened to several.

Then he asked me:

“Who is Daniel?”

“My best friend.”

“Full name?”

I told him.

He searched the system.

Nothing.

No Daniel.

No record.

No address.

No driver's license.

Nothing.

The officer looked at me.

“Are you sure this person exists?”

“Yes.”

He asked me to describe him.

I did.

Then he showed me a missing-person database.

There was a photograph.

My blood went cold.

It was Daniel.

Underneath it:

Missing since 2019.

I stared at the screen.

“That can't be right.”

The officer frowned.

“Do you know him?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

“I told you. He's my best friend.”

The officer slowly closed the laptop.

“Where have you been living?”

I gave him my address.

He looked confused.

“That's a condemned property.”

I laughed.

“No.”

He showed me a photograph.

My apartment building.

The windows were boarded up.

The walls were covered in graffiti.

The building had been abandoned for six years.

I stared at the picture.

“No.”

The officer asked:

“When was the last time you saw Daniel?”

I couldn't answer.

Because suddenly, I remembered.

A car.

Rain.

A bridge.

Daniel screaming.

My hands on the steering wheel.

Then headlights.

Then nothing.

I ran out of the police station.

When I got home, my phone was waiting on the table.

I hadn't left it there.

I was certain I'd dropped it at the station.

The screen was already open.

One recording.

REC_0306

I pressed play.

My voice spoke.

“She's finally remembering.”

Then Daniel's voice.

“Are you sure?”

My voice:

“She'll hate us.”

Daniel:

“She should.”

I stopped the recording.

My hands were shaking.

I played it again.

This time, I heard something underneath their voices.

A third sound.

A hospital monitor.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

Then a woman whispered:

“You've been asleep for seven years.”

I dropped the phone.

The screen went black.

I woke up in a hospital.

A doctor was standing beside me.

My mother was crying.

I didn't recognize her at first.

Then everything came back.

The accident.

Daniel.

The bridge.

I had been driving.

Daniel had been sitting beside me.

We crashed.

He died.

I survived.

But I had suffered severe brain trauma.

The recordings weren't recordings.

They were fragments of conversations, memories, dreams, and voices my brain had created while I was unconscious.

Daniel wasn't visiting me.

He wasn't calling me.

He wasn't sitting beside me.

My mind had created him because I couldn't accept that he was gone.

The mysterious woman wasn't a ghost either.

It was my mother.

I'd heard her voice beside my hospital bed for years.

My brain had twisted it into something frightening because I didn't understand what was happening.

The recordings were my mind trying to reconstruct reality.

I looked at the doctor.

“How long?”

“Seven years.”

I started crying.

“Why didn't anyone tell me?”

“You weren't conscious.”

I looked down at my hands.

Then I remembered the final recording.

“Where's my phone?”

The doctor looked confused.

“You didn't have a phone.”

I stared at him.

“Yes, I did.”

He shook his head.

“You've been unconscious for seven years.”

I closed my eyes.

Maybe it had all been in my head.

Maybe I was finally awake.

Maybe the recordings were gone.

Then I heard something.

A vibration.

Bzzzt.

Bzzzt.

My eyes opened.

It came from underneath my hospital bed.

The doctor didn't react.

My mother didn't react.

I slowly reached underneath.

My fingers touched something cold.

A phone.

I pulled it out.

The screen lit up.

One recording.

Created just seconds ago.

REC_0306

I pressed play.

My own voice whispered:

“Don't tell them you're awake.”

I froze.

Then Daniel's voice answered:

“She's not ready.”

And finally, a woman's voice whispered:

“She never survived the accident.”

I looked at my mother.

She was smiling.

Not crying anymore.

Smiling.

The doctor locked the hospital door.

And suddenly I understood.

Maybe the recordings weren't memories.

Maybe they were the only thing telling me the truth.

Maybe I had never woken up.

Maybe I was still lying unconscious somewhere.

And this hospital...

was just another place my mind had created to keep me asleep.

The phone vibrated again.

A new recording appeared.

REC_0307

I pressed play.

My own voice whispered:

“If you're hearing this…”

A pause.

“…you're dreaming again.”

Then the recording ended.

The screen displayed one final message:

WAKE UP.

I looked at the doctor.

He smiled.

And said:

“Don't listen to yourself.”

​

At exactly 2:13 a.m., my phone received a message from my own number.

“Don’t open the door.”

I stared at the screen.

For a few seconds, I honestly thought I was dreaming.

I blinked twice.

The message was still there.

Same number.

Same profile picture.

My profile picture.

I checked the top of the screen again, hoping I had somehow misread it.

I hadn't.

I was lying alone in my apartment, wrapped in a blanket, watching some stupid cooking video I'd been too tired to finish.

The rain outside had been falling for hours.

It was one of those nights when the entire world seemed asleep.

No cars.

No voices.

No footsteps in the hallway.

Just rain tapping against my window.

Then my phone buzzed again.

“I’m serious. Whatever you hear, don’t open it.”

I sat up.

My first thought was that someone had hacked my phone.

My second thought was that this was some elaborate prank.

Maybe one of my friends had somehow copied my number.

I unlocked my phone and opened my contacts.

My number was saved under my name.

Nothing unusual.

I opened my messaging app.

There it was.

A conversation with myself.

Except I had never sent those messages.

I typed:

Who is this?

The typing bubble appeared immediately.

Three dots.

Then disappeared.

Then appeared again.

Finally, the reply came.

“You already know.”

I frowned.

I typed:

Stop messing with me.

No response.

I waited.

Ten seconds.

Twenty.

A minute.

Then—

knock.

I froze.

Three slow knocks came from my front door.

Knock.

Knock.

My entire body went cold.

I stared at the door.

My apartment was small. The bedroom was only a few steps from the entrance.

There was no hallway between us.

I could see the bottom of the door from where I sat.

Nothing.

No shadow.

No feet.

I checked my phone.

2:15 a.m.

Another message.

“Don’t look through the peephole.”

I swallowed.

Then I looked at the peephole.

Of course I did.

Curiosity has a way of defeating common sense when you're scared.

I slowly got out of bed.

The floor felt freezing beneath my feet.

I walked toward the door.

One step.

Then another.

My phone was still clutched tightly in my hand.

I reached the door.

I could hear my own breathing.

I leaned toward the peephole.

Before I could look through it, my phone buzzed.

“I said don’t.”

I jumped backward.

My hand flew to my mouth.

Then someone outside whispered:

“Hello?”

It was a woman's voice.

Soft.

Almost crying.

“Please.”

I stared at the door.

“Can you help me?”

I didn't answer.

The woman knocked again.

“Please open the door.”

I stepped backward.

My phone buzzed.

“Do not answer her.”

I typed:

Who is she?

The response came almost instantly.

“I don't know.”

I stared at the message.

Then another appeared.

“But she knows you.”

The woman outside suddenly stopped knocking.

Silence.

I waited.

Five seconds.

Ten.

Then she said my name.

Not my nickname.

Not the name I usually used online.

My full name.

I felt something inside me drop.

She said it again.

Slowly.

“Please, open the door.”

I didn't move.

“How do you know my name?” I whispered.

The moment the words left my mouth, I regretted them.

The woman went silent.

Then she laughed.

Not loudly.

Just a small, breathy laugh.

Like she had been waiting for me to speak.

My phone buzzed.

“You shouldn't have answered.”

I stared at the message.

Then the woman outside whispered:

“I knew you'd answer.”

I backed away from the door.

My hands were shaking.

I called my best friend.

It rang once.

Twice.

Three times.

No answer.

I called again.

Nothing.

I opened my contacts and called my neighbor.

No answer.

I considered calling the police, but before I could, another message appeared.

“Don't call anyone.”

I stared at my phone.

I typed:

Why?

The reply took longer this time.

Almost a full minute.

Then:

“Because they won't find anyone outside.”

I looked at the door.

The woman was gone.

There was no sound.

I slowly approached the peephole again.

This time, I looked.

The hallway was empty.

No woman.

No person.

Nothing.

The lights above the hallway flickered.

I exhaled.

Maybe she had left.

Maybe this really was some kind of prank.

Then I noticed something.

There were wet footprints on the floor.

They started at the elevator.

They continued down the hallway.

Straight toward my apartment.

And stopped directly outside my door.

I stared at them.

My phone buzzed.

“Now you understand.”

I typed:

How do you know all this?

No answer.

I waited.

Then another message came.

“Because I was you.”

I laughed nervously.

It didn't make sense.

I typed:

What does that mean?

The reply:

“You have to trust me.”

I stared at the words.

I wanted to believe there was a rational explanation.

Maybe someone had stolen my phone number.

Maybe someone was watching me.

Maybe one of my friends had planned the world's most terrifying prank.

But none of those explanations answered the biggest question.

How could someone send

​There’s a reason thousands of hikers on the Appalachian Mountains stick to the marked trails, because stepping off them sometimes leads you to things nobody is ever supposed to see. I never believed that idea for a second, until my friends and I stumbled upon a campsite that looked like its owners had left just minutes ago, but everything inside it said it had been abandoned for years. What we discovered after that was enough to make one of us never return, and this is the whole story.

​The story started during the last week of last September, when three of my friends and I decided to take advantage of the weekend. We decided to hike a section of the Appalachian Trail inside North Carolina. We picked this exact time because the temperatures are mild, and the fall colors make the mountains look completely different from summer.

We weren’t beginner campers because we were used to going out two or three times every year, so we prepared our gear carefully, registered our itinerary, and let our families know the area where we’d be spending the next two nights. We had paper maps and GPS devices with us, because we know cell service disappears in many parts of the mountains.

Our goal wasn’t to look for adventure or chase mystery stories; our main goal was just to get away from the city noise for a few days. If we had the slightest reason to turn back, we would’ve done it without hesitation.

​At the visitor center near the trailhead, the ranger checked our camping permits, and asked us about our destination. When we told him the spot we picked, he said it was a quiet place that doesn’t see much foot traffic this time of year. Then he advised us to make sure we had enough water, because the nearest permanent flowing stream was more than two kilometers from the campsite.

He didn’t say anything weird and didn’t warn us about legends, animals, or people. All his advice was practical and logical, and that’s what made me feel later that what happened wasn’t part of a story known by the locals, because what happened was something nobody could’ve expected.

​Reaching our spot took about five hours of steady walking, with short breaks to rest. The weather was perfect and the sky was clear, and the trail was obvious and marked with its well-known white blazes. We passed a few hikers in the first few hours, then human presence started fading away gradually the deeper we went. As sunset was approaching, we found a flat area between the trees suitable for setting up camp.

But before we started pitching our tents, Jack decided to walk ahead a bit to scout the area, and make sure there wasn’t another campsite nearby, out of respect for camping etiquette that recommends leaving enough distance between groups.

Jack didn’t go further than three minutes away, then we heard him call out to us. His tone wasn’t the tone of someone who found a better spot; it was the tone of someone who saw something he couldn’t explain.

​When we reached him, he didn’t speak right away and just pointed at what was ahead of him. About fifty meters off the trail, and between a cluster of hemlock and pine trees, there was a full campsite. A large tent was still set up. We approached the tent with slow steps, and we were raising our voices while talking so whoever was inside would notice, and so we wouldn't invade anyone's privacy.

We didn't notice anything. We reached the tent and looked inside, finding a neatly arranged stone fire pit, two folding chairs, and a clothesline hanging a faded towel. At first, we thought the owners had gone out for a short walk and would be back in a bit, so we called out loud more than once so we wouldn't startle anyone. The metal cookware was set on a small camping table, and right next to it was a mug holding dried coffee residue stuck to its sides.

Inside the tent, there were sleeping bags and arranged clothes, a flashlight and an open novel with a bookmark placed right in the middle of the pages, as if its owner stopped reading just to come back in a few minutes.

​Before we did anything else, I pulled out my digital camera and snapped a few clear photos of the whole setup to document it just in case. But the thing that made silence take over all of us wasn't any of that. It was the food inside metal cans that were completely rusted, and plastic wrappers, some of which had crumbled from the effect of the sun and humidity, while the tent and furniture stayed in puzzlingly good condition.

The scene didn't look like a campsite left by its owners this morning, nor a campsite abandoned by its owners years ago; it looked as if time had passed over everything in it in a completely different way.

​None of us went inside the tent at first, because there’s a rule followed among campers that basically says: if you come across a campsite whose owners seem to be away, don’t mess with their stuff.

They might just be on a short walk, or gathering firewood, or following a nearby trail. We waited several minutes, then called out loudly more than once, but the mountains gave us back nothing but the echo of our voices. Jack looked at his watch and said the sun would set in forty minutes, and that we couldn’t just stand here forever.

He suggested we report it to the park rangers in the morning if nobody showed up; as for now, we had to make sure the place was actually empty before moving away. There was nothing concerning about his suggestion, and it was totally logical, so we all agreed with him.

​I put on a lightweight glove and slowly pushed open the fabric door of the tent, while the rest of my friends stood behind me, watching silently. From the inside, everything looked unusually neat. The tent wasn’t in a messy state like usually happens on camping trips that last more than a day.

The sleeping bags were folded carefully, the backpacks were placed next to each other, and even the cooking utensils were cleaned and lined up inside a plastic crate. On the ground, I found an old local newspaper dated October from seven years ago.

At first, I thought someone had brought it to start a fire, but when I picked it up, I found it dry and brittle to the point that it started crumbling between my fingers. Jack picked up a small notebook that was sitting on top of one of the bags and flipped through it quickly, then he said most of its pages were blank except for the last page.

We all looked at him, but he didn't read it out loud. He kept staring at it for a few seconds, then closed the notebook and set it back down. I asked him what was written in it. He replied after hesitating, "Just notes about the trip, nothing important".

I wasn’t convinced by his answer, but at the same time, I didn't push him, because my attention was focused on something else. ​There was a thin layer of dust over most of the items, but right in the middle of the tent, the floor was noticeably clean, as if someone had stood there a short while ago.

There were no clear boot prints, no mud, nor any mark indicating a recent entry, yet the middle of the tent was different from the rest of the place. I leaned down to examine it closer. I noticed that the tent door's zipper was moving slightly, even though there was no wind at all. I immediately raised my head and looked at the doorway. The trees outside were completely still, even the thin branches weren't moving. I felt a slight tightness in my chest and stepped out of the tent without commenting.

​One of my friends suggested we pitch our tents about two hundred meters away from that campsite, so we wouldn't trespass on the owners' privacy if they returned. And indeed, we moved to a suitable spot near a small water stream.

While setting up the tent, our conversation didn't stop about the tent we had seen. Jack said that maybe it belonged to a climber who lost his life in an accident, and his stuff was left behind after the investigation ended.

But I immediately argued with his point because national parks don't leave camping gear in place for years; it gets cleared out after search operations end or handed over to the owners' families. Nobody found a convincing explanation, and as time went on, we tried to change the subject, except that a strange feeling stayed with us, as if the presence of that campsite so close to us made the whole place look different.

​Shortly after dinner, we decided to go back to the abandoned campsite one last time before complete darkness fell.

The goal wasn't curiosity as much as it was making sure its owners hadn't returned without us noticing. Each of us carried a flashlight, and we walked along the exact same path we had taken just an hour ago.

I was walking in front, and I was sure I remembered the way well, because the distance was short, taking no more than a few minutes. But after we reached the spot where the campsite was supposed to appear, we found nothing.

​I froze in my place thinking I had taken the wrong direction. I stepped forward several meters, then walked back. I checked the map and looked at the GPS; everything confirmed we were in the right spot, but the campsite had vanished completely.

The tent hadn't been removed, and the items hadn't been stolen; not a single trace was left indicating a campsite had ever been there in the first place.

The ground was covered in a continuous layer of autumn leaves; no footprints, no stone fire pit, not even a mark from the small wheels that were under the folding table. Every single one of us kept looking at each other in silence, trying to find a logical explanation.

Then Jack broke that silence when he said in a low voice I had never heard tremble like that before. Jack said, "If we all saw it... then where did it disappear to in less than an hour?"

​Not one of us moved for several seconds after we discovered the campsite had vanished. I was standing in the exact same spot I had stood in less than an hour ago, trying to remember the smallest details. I was certain there was a large rock next to the tent entrance, a tree trunk leaning to the right, and a circular stone fire pit with old ash inside it. None of that was there now.

Even the ground itself looked different, as if someone had completely rearranged the forest during our absence. Jack tried to convince us that we got the location wrong, but the GPS device was showing the exact same coordinates we had logged when we first reached the campsite.

I opened the trail log on the device, and the red dot was stopping at the exact location where we were standing. Practically speaking, there was zero chance we had lost our way, and at the same time, there was no longer any trace of that campsite. For the first time since the trip started, I felt that the logical explanation I was clinging to began falling apart piece by piece.

​We decided to return to our campsite and not risk staying out after dark. None of us talked while walking, and the sound of our footsteps over the dry autumn leaves was the only sound breaking the silence. As we approached our tents, Jack suddenly stopped and raised his hand, asking us not to make a sound. We followed his gaze and saw something I haven't been able to explain to this day.

There were fresh footprints in the damp soil around our tents. They weren't animal tracks, but rather prints of hiking boots, exactly like the boots hikers wear. I bent down to inspect them and noticed they circled around our tents multiple times, then stopped in front of each tent entrance for a few steps before moving away toward the trees.

These tracks weren't there when we left less than an hour ago, because the ground was damp enough to hold any new imprint. And stranger yet, when we tracked them several meters into the woods, they ended abruptly at a patch of open ground without continuing in any direction. There was no trace of the person turning back, nor any sign of jumping or veering off; they just ended, as if the person who left them vanished into thin air.

​Tension started rising among us, but we tried to hold onto whatever composure we had left. We zipped our tents tightly and decided to take turns staying awake until sunrise. The idea was simple: one person takes watch for two hours while the others sleep. I took the first shift.

I sat next to the fire that was gradually dying down, while the fog slowly crept between the trees until it covered the ground completely. About forty minutes passed without anything happening, then a faint light coming from between the trees caught my attention. The light looked like the glow of a distant campfire.

At first, I felt a sense of relief, because the presence of another camp meant we weren't alone in the area. But as I focused my eyes more, I realized the light was coming from the direction where the mysterious campsite had vanished. I quietly woke Jack up and pointed to the spot.

He stared for a few seconds, then whispered, "That's impossible..." We grabbed our flashlights and walked very cautiously for a short distance. The closer we got, the light would disappear, and when we stopped, it would show up again at the exact same distance, as if it was moving away from us at the very same speed we were approaching it. After a few minutes, we realized we were walking in a direction with no end, so we pulled back to camp immediately.

​When we got back, our blood ran cold. One of the tents was open. It wasn't ripped, and its zipper wasn't broken; it was opened quietly, as if someone knew exactly how to open it without waking whoever was inside. I ran toward it shouting Ethan's name; nobody answered me. His backpack was in its place, his phone was on top of the sleeping bag, and his watch was on the ground next to his pillow.

Even his boots were still inside the tent, but Ethan wasn't there. We went out shouting his name in every direction until our voices started fading among the mountains, but no response ever reached us.

​With the first light of dawn, knowing cell service was impossible to get out there, we packed up minimal gear and sprinted back down the trail to the ranger station to report what happened.

Search and rescue teams spent five full days combing the area with helicopters, tracking dogs, and thermal equipment. They didn't find a single trace of Ethan, nor did they find evidence of anyone else being in that location, except for the boot prints, which had disappeared before they arrived due to the night rain. Months later, the investigation officially closed as a case of a missing person in a mountainous area, and the file was shut without answers.

​As for me, I couldn't just end it like that. After I got home, I kept reviewing the photos my camera took when we first found that campsite during our trip, trying to find any detail we might have missed. And in the very last photo taken of that abandoned camp right before we left it the first time, something appeared that I hadn't noticed before. In the background of the photo, right behind the trees, the abandoned campsite was clearly visible.

The tent, the table, the chairs, everything was right in its place. But this time, four people were standing in front of the tent. Three of them were us. As for the fourth person, it was Ethan. He was looking straight at the camera and smiling, even though at the exact moment that photo was taken, Ethan was standing right beside me.

The last thing I remember is the taste of iron in my mouth before waking up on the ground. My brother is lying in a puddle of crusted blood next to me. 

I sit up, my skin sticks to the floor, it hurt peeling off. I shake Billy, but Billy won't move. “Wake up Billy. Billy, wake up.” I tell him, “I’m going to get mommy.”

I stand up but the room starts to spins. My vision goes blurry and I almost fall over. I close my eyes and hold my head in my hand and my body flinches.

A swell on my skull stings when I touch it and shoots through my body like an electrical shock.

I push myself off the dresser and steady my footing. The strength in my legs comes back. I’m able to stand without falling over but my balance is off. 

The lights are out in the hallway and they won’t turn on. I walk to my mom’s room leaning against the wall.

The air tastes like the smell of rusted metal and the barnyard at grandpa’s. My knee buckles and I almost fall. I slide my back down the wall, sit on the floor and lean against it. 

I see white dancing stars over a black background. My breathing gets heavy and the nausea returns. I take a few quick breaths, slowly my sight starts to focus.

I crawl to my mom’s room. The wood against my bones’ sharp, I can hear my knees crunch on the floorboards as they creak under my weight.

A lump of vomit sits in the middle of my throat and it sounds like water splashing inside my ears.

I struggle to get up and try to push my mom’s door open. But it sticks and doesn’t budge. I twist the knob, lift and nudge my way in.

The rooms lit by the moonlight casting through her open window. A breeze blows and sends a gust of air that stinks like a dirty hamper. It overwhelms me and warns me back. 

I can see an outline of a shadow on her bed lying motionless. I creep closer and I still can’t make out what it is, until the figure on the bed forms as my eyes grow accustom to the darkness, it’s the shape of a person, but it doesn’t look like my mom.

I approach the bed tip-toeing, there’s an arm hanging from it. The room breathes as I choke on my breath. I realize it’s my mom. There’s too much blood crusted and matted hair around her face. It’s too dark to see her clearly.

Her hand. I can see her arm dangling from the side of the bed. Her finger has the plastic-cotton ring I made her on it.

I tug at her arm. “Mom,” I shout. I start trying to shake her awake. “Mom, wake up, something’s wrong with Billy.”

She doesn’t move. “Mom?” I shake her harder. I close my eyes and tell myself to wake up. I say it over and over. I open my eyes and I’m still in her room. “Susie!” I yell for my older sister. “Susie!”

She doesn’t answer. I tell me mom, “I’ll be back.” I go check Susie’s room to see if she’s there. The hallway wall near her door has blood on the floor. It’s slightly open with a bloody handprint painted on it. Her room is dark. I can’t see anything in there. “Susie? Are you there?”

I slowly push the door as it squeaks open, I hit her light switch and the lights turns on. I gag and nearly throw up. I shoot my head in the other direction and try to build the courage to look again. Susie’s lying in her bed with my little sister Jenny.

The smell is suffocating. The air is thick. Both Susie and Jenny have open wounds in their skulls. I can see ground beef stuck to their hair. They’re not moving. 

I hear the stair creak and a voice. “What did I do?” The voice said.

I jump behind Jenny and tuck tightly next to her and close my eyes.

“What did I do!” Susie’s door slams open. I can hear someone walking around the room.

“What did I do!” He says and walks out. 

I hear him walk towards my bedroom. Then, I hear him race to my mom’s room. I hear stuff scattering around and things falling. He leaves and I can hear him making his way back to Susie’s room. 

His steps are getting louder. They’re getting closer. A shadow blocks the little light in Susie’s room. He’s standing at the doorway. I hear a gun cock and then a faint sound of police sirens in the distance.

They told me the kid was three. Last seen wearing a red raincoat and blue shoes, one mitten on his left hand since he'd lost the other one somewhere in the parking lot two days earlier and his mother hadn't gotten around to replacing it yet. His parents were camping near the eastern ridge, a stretch of ground unmarked on most maps but familiar enough to anyone who's worked these woods as long as I have.

Nine years in Search and Rescue teaches a person things they'd rather not know about how the human body fails, how far a person can travel injured before they stop being able to travel at all, how a river decides who it keeps and who it gives back. I've pulled hikers off cliff faces with their own rope still tangled around one ankle. I've carried people out of ravines so deep their phones lost signal a full hour before the ground finally leveled out under them. I know what a bear does to a body left too long. I know what three days of exposure does to skin.

Missing children sit in their own separate category from the rest of it. Most resolve inside the first six hours, a kid curled asleep under a porch or wandered two campsites over chasing something shiny. The ones that don't resolve that fast tend to follow a predictable shape after that, terrain and weather and time working against a small body with the same mechanical indifference they bring to anyone else's.

This one started wrong from the first radio call, and I've had enough of these calls by now to trust that instinct even when I can't yet say why.

We got the notification just after dawn, dispatch relaying secondhand details from a trooper already on scene. The mother had turned around, by her own account, for less than a minute. The boy had been stacking rocks near the fire ring, talking to himself, narrating a game only he understood, ordinary three-year-old chatter nobody thought twice about at the time. Then nothing, no cry or crash through brush loud enough for her to register, nothing she could later describe with any confidence.

I called Jules from the truck on my way to the station, same as I do for every callout that comes in before either of us has had proper coffee. He picked up on the second ring, already awake, already halfway into his gear if I know him at all after four years of this. Missing juvenile, eastern ridge sector, I told him, and he asked the two questions he always asks before anything else. Age. Weather window. Three years old, I told him, clear through at least tomorrow afternoon. He didn't say much after that. Jules rarely does on the drive to a callout, saves his talking for the trail itself, where it actually matters.

We met at the station twenty minutes later, both of us pulling gear from the same lockers we've pulled it from a hundred times, ropes and first aid kits and the small orange packs we carry specifically for juvenile searches, sized differently than the standard kit, built around the assumption that whoever we're looking for is smaller than we are and running out of daylight faster than an adult would. Neither of us said much loading the truck. Some mornings don't call for it.

She didn't tell the trooper he'd run off. She told him it got quiet, and then he wasn't there anymore.

That phrasing sat wrong with me the whole drive out, long before I understood why it deserved to.

I met Renee at the ranger station a little after eight, a woman somewhere in her thirties holding a coffee she clearly wasn't drinking, her free hand working a knot into itself over and over without her seeming to notice she was doing it. Her husband stood a few feet off arguing quietly with a trooper about joining the search line himself, a request the trooper kept turning down as patiently as he could manage.

The trooper briefed Jules and me first, laid a topographic map across the hood of his cruiser and marked the campsite with a red pin, the fire ring, the tent, the rough perimeter already walked by the two officers who'd arrived before us. He hadn't found anything worth flagging himself, he said, though he admitted he hadn't gone more than fifty yards past the campsite proper before deciding the search needed people with actual SAR training rather than two officers improvising a grid pattern on their own.

She walked me through the morning again, same account she'd already given the trooper twice, each detail placed with the precision of somebody terrified of losing one that might actually matter. The fire ring. The rocks Wyatt had been stacking, small stones balanced in a pattern she couldn't explain and hadn't taught him. The exact minute she'd looked away to check a pot on the camp stove.

I asked her whether Wyatt had ever wandered before, any history of slipping off during a hike or a campground stay. She said no, immediately, a parent's genuine answer, someone who'd never had reason to worry about that particular thing until this exact morning.

She brought up the rock pattern again on her own, unprompted, said it had bothered her since the moment she first saw it and she still couldn't explain why. Each stack arranged in the same shape she kept trying to compare to something familiar and never quite landing on. She'd taken a photo of it on her own phone before any of us arrived, some instinct telling her it mattered even before she understood why. She showed it to me on the spot, a stacked precision her own three-year-old had never shown in arranging anything before that morning.

I asked her what quiet meant, specifically, since that word had followed me the entire drive.

She looked at the tree line behind the ranger station a long moment before she answered.

"Everything. The birds. The wind in the tops of the trees. I didn't notice until I turned around and it was already gone, and by then Wyatt was gone with it."

I've interviewed enough panicked parents to know grief distorts memory in specific, predictable directions. This didn't read as distortion. It read as a woman reporting a fact she didn't want to be reporting.

By nine thirty I was on trail with Jules, my partner for going on four years now, a quiet that came standard with two tours overseas rather than any particular effort on his part. Jules doesn't rattle. I've watched him stay level-voiced pulling a body out of standing water that had been there considerably longer than anybody wanted to think about.

The canopy sat thick where the family had pitched their tent, enough overhead cover that the morning light came through in scattered coins rather than any real illumination. We found the rock stacks first, ten feet from the cold fire ring, four separate towers of balanced stone too neat for a toddler's hands, each one taller than the last, a builder visibly improving with practice from one tower to the next.

Only one set of prints circled those stacks, small enough to match the boy's own shoes, the surrounding dirt undisturbed by any stumble, any drag, any struggle at all. Four careful towers, and an absence with edges too clean to explain.

Jules crouched beside the tallest tower, careful not to touch it, studying how each stone sat centered on the one beneath it.

"Three years old doesn't build this precise."

"No."

"You seen a kid stack rocks before? Any kid?"

I had. Every SAR call involving a toddler eventually turns up some version of a rock pile, a stick fort, a scattered collection of pinecones arranged with the particular chaos small children bring to everything they touch. Nothing about these four towers carried that chaos. They carried intention.

I photographed each tower from four angles before either of us touched anything, standard evidence protocol, and measured the tallest at just under two feet, stones ranging from fist-sized at the base to something closer to a deck of cards near the top, balanced with a precision that would have challenged my own two hands working slow and careful. Jules tried to lift the smallest stone off the third tower to check the ground beneath it. It came away clean, free of any adhesive or hidden support, just gravity and geometry holding four separate rocks in a configuration neither of us could have replicated on our first attempt.

I've worked woods long enough to trust the ordinary rhythm of them without thinking about it, birds calling, insects working through the underbrush, the low constant hum that tells a person nothing unusual is happening around them. That rhythm had gone quiet by the time we reached the rock stacks, and neither Jules nor I commented on it out loud, though I caught him listening for it same as I was.

We called Wyatt's name in a slow sweep radius, widening it in fifty-yard increments per standard protocol. Nothing came back but our own boots against packed dirt and dead leaves, loud enough in that particular silence to make my own pulse audible underneath it.

We found the mitten twenty minutes into the sweep, hung on a branch a full five feet off the ground, well above anything a three-year-old could have reached on his own.

I photographed it before touching anything, standard procedure, three angles minimum for anything that might later count as evidence. Blue, small, exactly matching the description Renee had given at the ranger station, the single mitten Wyatt had actually been wearing since losing its match somewhere in a parking lot two days before any of this started. No question whose it was.

The branch itself had snapped upward rather than down, bark peeled back along the break in a direction gravity had no interest in helping with.

Jules stood looking at that branch for longer than the discovery itself seemed to warrant.

"Kid didn't put that there."

I hadn't needed him to say it. I'd already started scanning the tree line for whatever else this stretch of ground might still hold.

The trail started maybe thirty feet past the mitten, and calling it a trail credits it with more obvious structure than it actually had. A thread of flattened earth working between saplings and low brush, too narrow for any deer path I've ever tracked, too clean and consistent for anything a hiker might have worn in over repeated seasons.

Nothing marked it either, free of any scat along the edges or any twigs snapped at ankle height where passing weight would normally leave them. Whatever had made that path had made it carefully, and had made it more than once, judging by how settled the flattened earth already looked.

Jules crouched at the trailhead, ran two fingers along the edge of it without touching the center.

"Deer path?"

He wasn't really asking. I answered anyway.

"Too smooth for deer. Deer don't walk in straight lines."

We radioed the direction change to base and followed it in, slow, both of us quieter than standard procedure technically requires, though neither of us discussed dropping our voices. It happened on its own, some instinct recognizing a place that wanted less noise than we'd normally bring to it, the same instinct that quiets a person walking into a library or a hospital hallway without anybody posting a sign about it.

The forest changed the deeper we went. Shrubs thinned down to almost nothing. Pines pressed closer together, bark gone nearly black in light that seemed to be losing more of itself with every hundred feet, though the actual time of day hadn't moved much past mid-morning. The moss carpeting the ground looked disturbed in patches, lifted and set back down with a precision moss doesn't naturally return to on its own, seams visible if a person crouched close enough to look for them.

I checked my own thermometer clipped to my pack strap without really thinking about why, an old habit from cold-weather searches more than anything this particular morning called for. Eight degrees cooler than the reading I'd taken back at the campsite, a swing that wide has no business happening across level ground with this little elevation change between the two points.

Jules noticed the same thing without needing the thermometer to confirm it, breath fogging faintly in air that hadn't fogged anywhere behind us.

"Still nothing since the rock stacks either. Whole way in."

I hadn't consciously registered it until he said it out loud, though some part of me had clearly been keeping count without telling the rest of me.

Base called for a position check about fifteen minutes into the trail, standard interval, and I gave our coordinates off the GPS same as I've given them a hundred times before. The dispatcher read them back, paused, then asked whether I was certain of the reading, since the coordinates I'd given placed us in a section of the grid nobody had logged a trail through before. I told her I was certain. I didn't tell her the trail hadn't existed on any map either, since that detail wasn't going to change anything about the coordinates themselves.

Her name was Patricia, dispatch for going on fifteen years according to the plaque on her desk I'd seen a hundred times without ever reading closely enough to remember it until this particular call. She asked, before signing off, whether we needed a second team routed our direction given how far off-grid we'd already gone. I told her not yet. I've replayed that answer more than once since, wondering whether a different one might have changed anything at all about what came after it.

Then the smell arrived, faint at first, stronger as we kept walking.

The smell carried none of the markers I'd learned to expect from nine years of finding predator dens by accident. Something closer to wet felt instead, the staleness of a school coat closet nobody's opened since June.

Jules gagged once, quiet, and kept walking without commenting on it.

We passed a tree a few minutes later with bark stripped in one long vertical strip, clean enough at the edges to look almost surgical rather than torn. The soil beneath it sat visibly disturbed, no digging pattern in it that any animal's claws or paws would produce, the surface shifted instead, suggesting weight crossing it without ever using limbs.

I crouched to look closer at the exposed wood underneath the missing bark, pale against the dark trunk around it, no sap crusting the wound, none of the weeping a fresh strip usually shows for days afterward. Whatever had taken that bark had taken it clean enough to leave the tree behind it dry, healed almost, considerably more time seemingly passed since the damage than the tree's own surrounding growth would otherwise suggest.

Jules stopped there, pulled a roll of orange flagging tape from his pack.

"We should mark this."

Before either of us moved to do it, the laughter started.

Soft. High-pitched. The exact register of a toddler's giggle, unmistakable to anyone who's spent time around small children, carrying from somewhere ahead of us, maybe fifty feet past a low rise in the ground.

Then nothing. No footsteps following it. No rustling brush to explain where a body might have gone. Just silence pressing back thick enough to register against my own ears with the same pressure real elevation carries.

Neither of us ran. Training says don't, and four years partnered with Jules has taught me his instincts are worth trusting even when every other part of me wanted to move faster than careful allowed. We crossed the remaining distance controlled, radios keyed low, flashlights off since the light hadn't fully failed yet even this deep in.

Jules caught my eye once, just before the rise, and tapped two fingers against his own chest, our old signal for stay close. I hadn't needed him to send it. I did it anyway, matched his pace step for step the rest of the way up.

We crested the rise together.

What waited on the other side of it stopped both of us cold.

A clearing opened below, though calling it natural would have been generous. The trees ringing it had bent outward in a shape too perfect to be wind or age, roots still anchored in the ground, trunks curved away from a center that something had clearly grown up through at some point, forcing them aside on its way up.

Nothing grew inside that ring, none of the moss or undergrowth carpeting every other stretch of ground we'd crossed to reach it. Bare earth instead, packed smooth by wear that regular foot traffic produces over years rather than days, though nothing about this clearing's existence made sense across any timeline I could account for.

In the center of that ring sat a red raincoat.

Empty. Laid out with a precision that had nothing accidental in it, sleeves spread wide from the body of the coat, zipper pulled down its full length.

Jules's voice came out thinner than I'd heard it in four years of working beside him.

"Where's the kid."

It wasn't a question either of us had an answer for yet.

I stepped forward, and the air around that clearing changed with nothing to do with temperature or wind behind it. A pressure instead, close and specific, the particular feeling of walking into a room where everyone's pretending to be asleep and none of them actually are.

Jules stayed at the rise, one hand still on his radio, the other resting on the strap of his pack in a posture I recognized from every tense scene we've worked together, ready to move in either direction the second I gave a signal. He didn't call out to stop me. He didn't come down either. Whatever kept him at that boundary line ran off the same instinct that was pulling me forward, two different reactions built from the same wrongness.

The coat held its position with an unnatural exactness the closer I got to it. Creases sharp enough to have been pressed rather than worn. Sleeves perfectly symmetrical against the disturbed soil beneath them. The zipper's teeth caught what little light made it down through the canopy, lined up straight enough to read as its own deliberate expression laid flat across the fabric.

No footprints anywhere near it. No drag marks leading in or out. Just soil, untouched except for the coat resting on top of it, waiting there with a stillness I didn't have a category for yet.

I knelt beside it anyway.

The coat's arrangement read as deliberate rather than discarded, positioned rather than simply left, waiting there for exactly the right person to find it.

I reached out. Hesitated a full second longer than I wanted to admit to afterward. Pinched the edge of one sleeve between two gloved fingers.

Dry. Too dry for fabric that should have spent two nights exposed to forest damp, dry enough that the rest of my hand went cold just reaching toward it. And cold beyond what the shade alone could account for, a specific cold that had nothing to do with air temperature, closer to the cold of something that hadn't held any warmth in longer than made sense.

That's when I felt the weight shift inside the sleeve.

I glanced at Jules. He shook his head once, barely enough motion to register as an answer, though I understood the warning in it perfectly well. I looked anyway.

I peeled the sleeve open slow, inch by inch, fabric giving with none of the resistance two nights outdoors should have left in it.

Something small rolled loose into my open palm.

Pale. About the size of a toddler's fingertip.

Nowhere close to a finger. A tooth, human, a milk tooth still holding the faint curve of a root too young to have fully set.

My stomach turned over on itself before my brain finished processing what I was actually looking at.

I checked the other sleeve on reflex, some part of me needing to know whether this was a single object or the first of several. Empty. Nothing in it but fabric and the same wrong cold running through the lining.

Jules had come three steps closer without my noticing, close enough now to see the tooth resting in my palm himself.

"Is that."

He didn't finish the question. I didn't make him.

Then I noticed the stitching along the inside seam of the sleeve, red thread against red fabric, nearly invisible unless the light caught it at the right angle. Hand-sewn rather than machine work, each letter shaped with the deliberate unevenness of something that had learned the alphabet by copying it rather than being taught it properly.

Two words.

We listen.

Jules had gone still beside me with a stillness I'd never once seen from him before across four years of working together, including the night we pulled that body out of standing water.

"We need to leave."

I nodded. Pocketed the tooth without deciding to, some part of my hand making that choice faster than the rest of me could weigh whether it was a good one. I stood.

The moment I stepped back across the edge of that clearing, something in the air around us had already changed.

The pressure that had been leaning in against us all this way stopped pushing and started pulling instead, a specific reversal I felt in my own chest before I understood what it meant. Whatever had been holding its breath through the entire approach had just let it go, all at once, the exhale of something that had finally gotten whatever it had been waiting on.

A hundred small sounds rose out of the trees around us at once, too faint individually to make out as words, too many at once to be anything my own imagination could have generated on its own. A person only hears that register of sound once they've gone completely still, heartbeat too loud in their own ears, something out there wanting to be listened to past whatever noise a person normally carries with them.

My legs moved before I gave them explicit permission to, carrying me back toward the rise. Jules matched me step for step without either of us discussing it, both our radios still keyed low, both of us listening for whatever might follow behind that hundred-voice sound instead of just accompanying it.

Neither of us spoke the whole walk back to the rise. We kept the same controlled pace that had gotten us in, faster than a stroll but well short of a run, both of us understanding without saying so that whatever had let us leave might reconsider that decision if we gave it a reason to.

We marked the trail properly once we'd cleared enough distance to trust our own hands not to shake doing it. Called the coordinates in. Requested additional units for a wider grid search, standard protocol for a missing juvenile past the twelve-hour mark.

Neither of us said much on the drive back to the station, windows up despite the heat, both of us apparently in agreement without discussing it that the outside air wasn't something either of us wanted inside the cab with us. Jules broke the silence once, about ten minutes out, to ask whether I was planning on saying anything about what I'd pocketed.

I told him I hadn't decided yet. He didn't push it further, though he held my eyes a moment longer than the question needed, the closest thing to a judgment he was willing to offer without actually offering one.

I didn't mention the tooth over the radio. I told myself in the moment that it wasn't relevant to the search parameters, evidence handling being a different department's concern once we'd flagged the site. I've had considerably longer than that moment to sit with how thin that reasoning actually was.

We filed the incident report that evening, factual, procedural, every detail the department needed and not one detail beyond it. The rock stacks, the mitten, the unmarked trail, the clearing and the coat, all of it photographed and logged same as any other piece of evidence recovered in the field.

The stitching went in the report. The tooth didn't.

My supervisor, a heavyset man named Danvers who's run this station for longer than I've worked under him, called me into his office the following week, report already printed and marked up with a red pen he favors for anything he considers worth a second conversation. He asked about the stitching specifically, wanted to know whether I thought it credible as a lead, whether it pointed toward an abductor with some particular signature worth flagging to state investigators.

I told him I didn't know what it pointed toward. That was true enough on its own terms, even leaving out everything I'd decided not to put in writing.

He pressed once more, asked whether Jules had noticed anything I hadn't included, some detail either of us might have talked ourselves out of reporting in the moment. I told him no. I've since wondered whether that particular answer counts as the same kind of omission as the tooth itself, a lie built entirely out of things left unsaid rather than anything actually spoken.

Additional teams searched for six more days. Cadaver dogs, thermal imaging from a state helicopter, volunteers walking grid lines wide enough to have covered three times the ground Jules and I had covered alone that first morning.

The thermal pass came back with exactly one anomaly worth flagging, a heat signature roughly child-sized picked up for less than four seconds somewhere in the eastern sector before the helicopter's own flight path carried it out of frame. The pilot circled back twice trying to reacquire it. Both passes came back empty, free of any heat signature or visual confirmation, nothing beyond a single grainy frame that made it into the official file with a note attached calling it possibly a false positive generated by sun reflecting off standing water. I've looked at that frame more times than the note's confidence deserved. I still don't know what to make of it.

One of the dog handlers mentioned to me afterward, off the record, that her animal had refused to cross a specific stretch of ground on day three, planted its feet and wouldn't move another step no matter how she coaxed it, something that handler said had never once happened to her in six years running that particular dog. She couldn't point to anything on the ground that would explain the refusal. Neither could I, when she described the coordinates and I checked them against my own notes later that night, though the location sat close enough to where Jules and I had first picked up the trail that the coincidence kept me up longer than the actual search results did.

I checked in on the search twice during that stretch, off duty both times, standing at the edge of the staging area same as plenty of SAR members do once a case moves past their own assigned shift. Renee was there each time too, thinner in the face than she'd been at the ranger station, still holding a coffee she still wasn't drinking. She recognized me the second time and asked, directly, whether I thought they were still looking in the right place. I told her I didn't know, which was true, and left out the part where I suspected the right place had already stopped existing by the time anybody went looking for it a second time.

They never found Wyatt, without body or further evidence recovered beyond the original scene's own footprint.

Jules told me about the clearing himself, two days after the second team went back to document it properly, standing in the equipment room while we restocked our packs for an unrelated call. No bent-outward ring of trees anymore, he said, nothing but ordinary forest according to the report, ordinary enough that the second team had radioed base twice asking whether they actually had the right coordinates.

"I confirmed it myself. Same GPS pin we called in that first morning."

I asked him what he thought that meant.

"I think it meant we weren't supposed to find our way back to it a second time."

I never went back with them. I told my supervisor I'd already documented everything relevant on the initial pass, which was technically true and entirely beside the actual reason.

I keep the tooth in a matchbox on my nightstand now, has been there since that first evening, and I still don't have a clean answer for why I kept it instead of turning it over the following morning once the shock had worn thin enough to think clearly again.

I've built a small ritual around it without ever deciding to, same as I never decided to keep it in the first place. Lights off, door checked, and then one hand resting flat on top of that matchbox for a few seconds before I actually let myself lie down, no different in shape from anybody else's habit of touching a doorframe or saying a name out loud before sleep. I couldn't explain to another person what that gesture is supposed to accomplish. I do it anyway, every night, and I've noticed I sleep worse on the rare occasion I forget.

Some nights it rattles inside that matchbox, faint enough that I've convinced myself more than once it's just the house settling, old wood contracting through an ordinary change of season. I've never opened the box to check while it's actually happening. I tell myself that's because checking wouldn't tell me anything useful.

What actually keeps me up more than the nights it rattles are the nights it goes completely silent instead, the matchbox sitting there inert on the nightstand, unsettling me worse than any sound it might have made.

Jules and I have talked about that day exactly once since it happened, three weeks out, both of us a few drinks past the point where either of us would normally discuss a case outside work hours. He asked if I still had it. I told him yes. He didn't ask to see it, and I didn't offer. We haven't brought it up again since, though I've caught him looking at me a certain way on slow shifts that tells me he hasn't stopped thinking about it either.

Renee held a press conference eleven days after the initial call, standard practice once a search transitions from active recovery to a longer-term missing persons case, families making the same public appeal in hopes a stranger somewhere has seen something worth reporting.

I watched it from the station break room along with half the rest of the department, coffee going cold in my hand same as hers had gone cold that first morning at the ranger station. Jules stood beside me the whole broadcast, arms crossed, saying nothing, though I noticed he hadn't touched his own coffee either.

Her husband stood a step behind her at the podium, one hand resting on her shoulder, the same stubborn presence he'd shown at the ranger station eleven days earlier, still not permitted into the search itself but refusing to be anywhere else while she spoke.

She read a prepared statement, steady enough through most of it that I felt grateful on her behalf, right up until a reporter near the front asked whether she had any final message for whoever might be watching.

Her free hand, the same one that had spent that first morning working an invisible knot into itself at the ranger station, stayed still through the whole statement instead, resting against a small shape at her own collarbone I didn't recognize from that first day.

She stopped reading. Looked past the cameras, past the assembled reporters, toward the tree line visible at the edge of the parking lot behind them all.

Her expression went still, nothing composed about it at all.

"They gave something back."

Nobody in that room asked her to clarify what she meant. I don't think anybody in that room, myself included, actually wanted the answer badly enough to ask for it out loud.

I think about that answer more than I'd like to most nights, lying in the dark with one hand resting flat on the matchbox, listening past it for whatever might still be out there, same as I once listened for a boy who never called back.

I grew up with a typical middle class household upbringing. You didn't leave the fan on if you weren't using it, the radio playing if you planned on leaving the house, and you especially didn't leave the tv on while you went about your day unless you wanted your parents to complain about the electric bill.

Well, here I am 30 years old, my own house, no kids, no spouse, working my own job with my own money to do whatever I want. And while occasionally that just means doing things like eating ice cream for breakfast or staying in my pjs all weekend without someone nagging me, or playing the radio as loud as I can without worrying about people living upstairs, I'm still mindful of leaving my electronics running all day if I am out of the house. Call me frugal all you want, but I find it tacky and wasteful.

And maybe I take it a step further than most people but my tv has a sleep timer on it. All of my tech does, in the case that if I ever forget to turn them off, they'll turn off on their own.

Well, it was a night like any other, I was laying on the couch downstairs, texting my friends, while reruns of Regular Show played in the background. I wasn't watching it really, I was more distracted in the group chat. Ryan was cracking us up, and Amy was sharing photos of her vacation to Cancun.

At some point I got up to use the bathroom, and when I returned I realized the tv was off. No big deal, I figured I must have lost track of time and the sleep timer must have gone off. Nothing I wasn't used to and since I wasn't interested in watching more tv anyway, I didn't bother to turn it back on.

My mistake.

My lids were getting heavy so I said goodbye to the gc and reclined back on the couch, ready to crash here for the night, since another perk of living alone means I can sleep wherever I want to.

The whole house was in darkness save for the small lamp in my living room.

Now, I don't mean to brag, but I have a nice tv, one of those 70" babies that make my house the place everyone wants to come to to watch the game. I swear, this girl's a thing of beauty. Always crystal clear 4k with her. Naturally, my eyes drifted off to the black screen, kind of unfocused as sleep called to me beyond the horizon.

In the dark screen I could make out the outline of mundane objects in my house, like shadows. My lamp, the bookcase, the dining room behind me, the couch and my almost sleeping form, just murky black figures.

I was drifting off, no longer paying much attention when I sensed movement. My eyes flicked to the screen, and there it was, my shadowy counterpart lay on the couch, its head turned the way mine was, my reflection looking right at me, until it got up off the couch and walked away. I sat there frozen in shock, turning my head this way and that, certain there was someone else in my house. But then I felt a little ridiculous! Maybe I was the one who got up without realizing.

I stared at the screen again, certain all that would be staring back at me would be my own figure lying on the couch, but from what I could see, everything was there except me?

Something flickered on the screen again, a person, me, walking back to the couch while I lay there, immobile.

I got up immediately and turned on all the lights, grabbing a baseball bat from my glory days and brandishing it as a weapon I searched the house, calling for the intruder to show himself, but I found no one. I checked doors, windows, closets, but still nothing.

Finally, utterly and completely stumped I returned back to the couch, defeated. I looked at the tv again and all I saw of course, was my same living room, completely identical, and my silhouette staring back from the couch.

Again, I felt ridiculous. Ha, too many long nights playing Call of Duty boozed up or staying too late at work with very little sleep, I guess. I laughed and put my feet up, prepared to resume my almost slumber again when I noticed something...there was my reflection but it wasn't reclining, matching my movements the way reflections do, and should. Instead my silhouette was sitting up and waving?

I looked behind me. Nothing.

Immediately I found the remote, turned the tv on and the scary imposter figure vanished. Cartoon antics returned and pretty lights replaced its shadowy face.

I went to the settings and turned the sleep timer off, relieved, until click the tv shut off on its own. I figured maybe my finger must have slipped while I held the remote. A logical explanation really, it had to be the reason.

I closed my eyes, fumbling for the power button. I did not want to see my silhouette anymore. I kept trying but the tv still wouldn't turn on. I had no choice, I would have to turn it back on manually.

I crouched down on my knees trying to find the button on the side of the tv with one hand covering my eyes. It wasn't easy, in fact, it was near impossible, but luckily I found it and the tv switched back on, noise and color filling the space once again. I felt victorious.

I removed my hands from my eyes and breathed a sigh of relief.

Click!

It went off and my living room was once again submerged in darkness. But greeting me this time not on the couch, was my silhouette waving at me. Where I stood between the couch and the television, with some reasonable distance between us, my silhouette sat on the floor pressed against the glass. Somehow it had gotten even closer, we were face to face now, but it had no eyes and no mouth, in the black glass of the tv I could only make out its shape.

Experimentally, I turned my head, left. It followed and did the same as I did. I turned my head, slowly, right, and again it repeated the action as I did, just as slowly. I put my head down, making sure to keep my gaze locked on the screen before me and staying vigilant, but to my horror, my silhouette did not move along. It did not budge.

It sat there watching me.

Waiting.

Then, it waved at me again, but instead of hello, it waved slowly like it was saying a mocking goodbye.

I didn't waste any time, I bolted straight out of my house, my heart in my throat. I didn't even have shoes on.

I'm at my friend Ryan's house right now in his guest room where there's no tv. I've drawn down all the curtains, and I'm typing on my phone right now because even the lock screen going black is making me nervous. What the hell is happening, guys?

My mother passed away last week. It all happened quickly. A call from the hospital, followed by me hastily booking the first flight home. It was the sort of trip you don't have the time to pack for. I'd gone to the airport straight from work, and in my anxious rush, didn't even remember to call my wife until I was standing at the gate.

I sat with my mother through her final night. She was lucid in short bursts, her mind surfacing and then falling back into its own depths. I held her hand, and in the moments she was awake, I'd speak to her. Just small things, how much I loved her and how grateful I was to have her as my mother. I was an only child, and my father died when I was still young, so growing up it had really only been the two of us. I'd grown up and moved away for college, where I met my wife, and after we married I'd taken a job in another state, closer to her family and her many siblings, all of whom she was close to. It felt like a simple case of majority rule. But I always felt guilty about the distance. I tried to visit her at least once a year, or to fly her out to see us. More than once, we'd discussed her moving closer. But her whole life had taken course in that small town. She had her friends there, and her memories. And the time got away from us, as it so often does.

On her final morning she seemed almost herself again. Lucid enough that I allowed myself to believe, at least for an hour or so, that she might actually pull through. She was reminiscing. About my childhood, about how happy she'd been despite any troubles we'd had. Raising a kid alone in a house where something was always breaking couldn't have been easy. But she said she wouldn't change a thing. She brought up the summer I turned eleven, when I got my first bike. How excited I was. She'd taught me to ride it herself, and after that I was gone every day until the streetlights came on.

I didn't have many friends back then. I went to a small school, lived on an isolated street on the far side of town, and there were no other kids close enough to play with. But the bike gave me a kind of freedom I hadn't known before, and for a summer, that small town became a miniature world to explore. I'd ride to the convenience store a few miles off for popsicles or candy. I'd cut through the field behind our house and startle up mice and snakes from the tall grass as I went. But my favorite place was the woods. A wide stretch of tall pines about half a mile behind the field, split by a shallow creek at its entrance that winded its way on and off through much of the forest. That was where I found my fort. I always called it mine, though truthfully I'd only found it. It had clearly been there for years before I ever set foot near it, and I never once ran into whoever built it. Or anyone at all, for that matter.

We talked about that old house for a while. I brought up my last memories of my father. And she told me stories from her own childhood, growing up in that same town. I told her, half-joking, that she was lucky to have found her soul mate so close to home, and admitted that as a kid I'd sometimes hated that little town. Hated how small it was, how I used to wish for a friend or two to ride bikes and play in the woods with. To show off my fort to. But I was still happy because of her.

She laughed, and then raised her eyebrow slightly.

"What are you talking about? You spent that whole summer after you got your bike with that one girl. Gosh, what was her name? I'm the one supposed to be losing my mind here."

"Girl?" I asked.

"The little brunette. With freckles? Don't tell me you forgot? You two were practically joined at the hip. You were always eager to get out of the house every morning. To go meet her at your fort."

I thought for a minute, genuinely unable to place the memory. I'd had a handful of friends growing up, sure, but none close enough to my house to ride bikes with. And I had no memory whatsoever of anyone else ever setting foot in that fort with me.

"You don't remember her name? Was she a classmate?" I asked.

"She must have gone to your school, I'd think. Unless she was just visiting that summer. But who visits Pineridge?" She laughed again softly.

I ultimately chalked it up to her state of mind. The doctors had informed me that patients sometimes said strange things before they passed​. She'd murmured something about seeing my father in the room just the night before. We talked a bit longer after that. Then she drifted off.

She didn't wake up again.

She left me the old house.

I drove out that same day to check up on the place. Just to look over what was left, and to bask in old memories for a while. A handful of new houses had gone up nearby in the years since I'd left. The field behind the house that I used to cut through on my bike was now half cut down to make room for new development, which had evidently stallled. The house's lawn had gone wild. But the house itself looked almost exactly as it had when I was a boy.

Despite the familiar appearance, it felt very different inside. Empty in a way it had never felt before. I'd always thought a home held on to some part of the people who lived in it. Some memory or presence. But standing in the entrance, I couldn't feel it. Whatever presence the home had held onto had drifted away with my mother's last breath.

I went to her room and turned on the light. The bulb flickered before it lit, filling the room with the warm orange glow of her old sodium bulbs. She never switched over to the white ones everyone else used now. She said they made every room feel like a waiting area. I went to her dresser. My mother was never the type to hold onto much. She got rid of things the moment they stopped being useful, and was never the sentimental type, as far as I knew. But I guess nostalgia gets to us all a little bit. Tucked in the bottom drawer was a stack of small boxes, each one labeled by decade.

I went through them in order, starting with the most recent. Photos from our visits over the years, mostly. Then my wedding. My college graduation. Birthdays, school trips, the handful of events she'd thought to bring a camera to over the years. And finally, the summer I got my bike. A photo of me standing beside it at my birthday party, which a grand total of two classmates had attended. I was grinning wide while holding up a bike with a glossy red frame and a bow still tied around the handlebars. The best gift I ever got.

I flipped through the rest of that envelope. It was mostly photos from my party. A few of me playing outside that she'd taken candidly. Me riding my bike in the driveway, still looking a bit wobbly.

And then a photo of me, standing next to a girl I didn't know.

Her smile was as wide as mine. She had bushy brown hair, green eyes, and freckles set in threes across each cheek. I stared at it for a moment, then turned it over. James and Emma — June 14th, 1999.

Emma?

I examined it closer. The photo had been taken in our front yard near the driveway. My mom's old station wagon was in the background. On the ground in front of it sat my bike, and beside it, a second one. Purple, with streamers hanging off the handlebars.

I had wanted a friend that whole summer. Apparently I'd had one. And somehow, I had no memory of her at all.

I went back to my old room and dug out my yearbooks, going through them page by page. Elementary, then middle school, then high school, checking every photo and name. Then I skimmed through them a second time, this time remembering to check the signature pages. Most of them were sparse, filled with the same handful of names I already remembered.

Then I found something I didn't remember. Sixth grade. A single signature at the very back of the book, separate from the handful of others.

A short note in careful, looping handwriting: I know we didn't go to school together, but I'm still glad I get to sign your yearbook. It's my first time signing one. I've had a lot of fun this summer. I'm glad we met!

Signed, "Emma." A small smiley face was drawn beside her name.

Straightforward. No last name. No other clues. Just a short message in an old yearbook that left me more unsettled than the photo had.

It nagged at me the rest of that night. I called my wife to talk about my mom and to hear a voice of encouragement, and told her that I'd be staying a few more days to handle the house and the arrangements. I declined when she offered to fly out with the kids. Even during the phone call, I couldn't keep my mind off the girl in the photo. Why had my mother never brought this up before? Not at a single visit, or at any holiday? Never once in all these years? I remembered a specific conversation years ago. My mom was visiting, and I was complaining to my wife about growing up without anyone to ride bikes with. My mom had laughed and blamed it on the town, too small to live close to other kids, too big to ride your bike to them. She never once mentioned a friend.

So why not mention her then? Or any other time before or since?

The only other thing I could remember her mentioning was the fort.

She'd associated it with the girl. With Emma. I hadn't been back there since I was a kid. I wasn't even sure it would still be standing. It had already looked like it could fall apart at any moment decades ago. But it was the only real clue I had.

I didn't bother waiting for morning. I found an old flashlight in the garage, the kind with the fat square battery that you had to slap every now and then to keep on. I told myself that I wanted to get it over with so I didn't have to spend tomorrow dealing with it. That was true, in a sense, but it wasn't the real reason. The real reason was that I didn't think I could sleep with the idea of some phantom memory nagging at me.

The field was smaller now, cut down on one side and replaced with a muddy mess, wooden stakes and half hung string marking out zones for building. But past it, the tree line was the same. Tall pines, standing black against the sky. I walked the half-mile through the field and found myself thinking far more about the snakes, mice, and ticks than I ever did as a kid. I stood at the edge of the woods for a long moment. The creek that used to mark its entrance was now dry. Then I willed myself forward into the darkness of the trees.

I found the remnants of the creek before I found the fort. I heard it first, low and constant, and the sound soothed me somehow. I walked a while, then there it was. Smaller than it looked in my memory and leaning harder to one side than it used to, but still standing. Scrap plywood and two-by-fours nailed to the trunks and branches of an old tree, roofed with a sheet of old tin that was mostly orange with rust.

I don't know what I expected, really. Nothing, probably. I think some part of me was just using this sudden quest as some excuse to avoid thinking about my mother's passing, and the knot that had been in my stomach since I got the call at work. So I wasn't quite prepared when the beam of my flashlight touched the carved letters at the base of the tree.

J + E

I put my fingers on it. And for just a fraction of a second, I heard someone laughing. A girl's laugh. Almost as real as if it had been behind my shoulder. It was gone before I could turn around, and when I did turn there was nothing but old pines and the dark baring down between them. My heart was going like I'd run the distance to the fort instead of walked it.

I steeled myself and climbed the ladder to the fort, and went inside. I exhaled in relief that the ladder didn't break under my weight. The floor of the fort was covered by a piece of old carpet, now black with mildew, and half of it had given way to the wood underneath. I shined my flashlight around and stopped on a corner of the fort where the carpet was raised. Tucked beneath a warped board was a small, cut-out section of the floor that had once probably held comic books or cool rocks, or whatever else a boy keeps in a fort. Inside was a tin box. Rusted through on one corner. An old cookie tin, I think. I pried the lid open, having to use more strength than I expected.

Inside were a handful of Polaroids, stuck together at the edges from years of humidity. A few rocks and marbles. A hair tie, faded pink. And a few folded pieces of paper, so brittle I was afraid they would come apart in my hands if I tried to unfold them.

For some reason that I could not quite express, my heart was now pounding even harder than before. I went for the notes first, and unfolded the first.

James -

That was really mean. You didn't talk to me today. I stood right in front of you outside the fort and you didn't look at me at all. You just walked right past me. You didn't even answer me. I pretended I was fine, but I was really sad. Did I do something wrong?

Emma

What startled me more was the response, written directly below on the same sheet of paper.

To Emma -

What are you talking about? When I came to the fort you weren't here. Are you just messing with me? Are you sure you saw me? I thought you had something to do maybe. I'll be here tomorrow at noon. I'll bring lunch!

James

It was my own, childish handwriting scrawled on the paper, but I couldn't recall ever writing it. I couldn't remember any of it. In all of my memories of the fort, I was alone, so how was it that I was now finding impossible evidence of a friend I didn't even remember having? I was almost shaking now, but I unfolded the second note.

James -

I thought you were playing a mean joke on me when you said you didn't see me, but today I went home and my own mom ignored me. I yelled out to her over and over, but she wouldn't turn around. I'm getting really scared. Please meet me here after lunch, okay?

Emma

Below it, my response read:

I think you're the one messing with me! How could your own mom forget you? Is this part of one of your stories? Well, even if she does forget you, I won't. I promise.

James

My hand shook as I pried open the third note.

You promised you wouldn't forget me. I know you didn't mean to break that promise. I don't think it's your fault. I think something is happening to me and I don't know why. But it's getting worse. Nobody reacts to me now. I'm going to try something tomorrow. I hope it works. If you're reading this and you don't remember writing anything back, or you don't remember me at all, then I guess it didn't. I'm sorry. I hope you have a good life. I'm really glad we were friends, even if it turns out I'm the only one who remembers.

— Emma

There was no date, but they must have been from that summer. I sat down on the old carpet and read over each note several more times, and each time I got to I guess it didn't work, something in my heart sank a little bit deeper.

I went through the Polaroids next. Most of them had stuck together, or faded beyond saving, but I managed to peel three apart without losing the image. One was the two of us in front of the fort, smiling wide, taken with an outstretched hand. Our arms slung over each other's shoulders like we'd known each other for years. The second was of Emma alone, sitting on a fallen log, not smiling, and looking somewhere off to the side of the camera with an expression I couldn't place. Wary, maybe. Or frightened. Or desperate, to a degree a girl her age shouldn't be.

The third stopped me cold before I even understood why.

It was a poor shot, slightly off-center, half-shadowed, clearly taken in a hurry. But even blurred and dark, I recognized it instantly, and the fact that I actually recognized it hit me even harder than the other two photos had. A black shape, low to the ground, half-swallowed by dirt and pine needles. I hadn't consciously remembered it yet. I don't think I'd let myself. But something in my chest reacted to it before my mind caught up, like flinching at a sound you don't yet know the source of.

I looked at where Emma was looking in the second photo.

She was looking toward it too.

Fragments were surfacing like a half-remembered dream. But it was coming to me now, faster than it had with anything else in that box.

There was a place in these woods, deeper in, past where the creek split. That was where the shape in the photo was. I remembered finding it on one of my first ventures into the woods as a boy, standing at a certain distance from it. Always at a distance. Like there was a line drawn in the dirt that I couldn't see, and feeling something with no apparent source press against my chest. A strange pressure. Sort of like the pressure in your ears on an airplane but all over.

I remembered the lights, too. Small and indistinct, hovering at the edge of my vision every time I went near that place. Like blue fireflies blinking in and out. I could never see them when I looked at them straight on, and recalled that I didn't like to try. They were only in the corners of my eyes, and gone the instant I turned to face them. I always had an excuse for seeing them. I told myself that it was the sun through the leaves. Or some unique species of fireflies that blinked blue, if it happened at dusk. When I had no other explanation, it was just my eyes playing tricks on me. But I remembered being very sure of those explanations, mainly because I found any alternative uncomfortable.

I went to find it again.

It took me several attempts. I followed the thinning creek, then got turned around, then tried once more from where the water split east. On the third try, I found it, tucked into a small hollow in the trees exactly as the old photo showed it. Except no photograph or half-memory had prepared me for actually standing in front of it again.

It didn't look like a rock, really. Whatever this was, it didn't rest in the ground like an inanimate object placed there by nature and happenstance. It sat in the earth as though erected, angled at a slight lean like my​ old fort. Its dark black blinked with a strange, glassy blue where my flashlight caught it, its surfaces flat in places and strangely warped in others. It was like something built rather than naturally formed, then half-buried by someone in a hurry. The strange symbols cut into its face didn't seem to sit still under the light. It wasn't that they moved, exactly. Rather, my eyes couldn't seem to hold onto them. Every time I thought I had the shape of one memorized, I'd blink and lose it, and have to start over from another symbol.

I stood near the treeline, a distance from it. That same old pressure was already beginning to press upon my chest, unmistakably the same feeling. There was a ringing in my head that made my spine shudder, like a bell had gone off inside my skull.

I stood there for a long moment, telling myself I only wanted to look. That whatever this thing was, perhaps it was dangerous. Radioactive material somehow incorrectly disposed of, perhaps. I just needed to see it, confirm it was real, then leave.

But as I stood looking at it, I noticed the lights again. In the corners of my eyes. But something was different this time. Maybe because a part of me was already looking for them. Or maybe because I was closer to the thing than I'd ever willingly been as a boy. This time, they didn't scatter the way they used to the instant I turned my head. They remained. Three of them, near the base of the stone. And for the first time in my life, I let myself actually look.

They weren't lights. Or they weren't just lights. They had a form to them. The suggestion of shoulders, of arms, of something like a head, swaying back and forth. Flickering in and out like an old television, there and then not there then there again, never quite solid enough to call solid, but not quite vague enough to call a ghost. One of them lifted what might have been a hand. It reached out toward me slowly, then stopped, like I was just out of its grasp. There was nothing threatening in the motion. In fact, it looked less like a threat and more like a plea.

As the ringing in my head spread and then consumed me, I remembered all at once exactly why I never used to look at them directly. It wasn't fear of them alone. It was something closer to the feeling of standing on the shore and watching someone out past the buoys as they drowned. A specific, gnawing helplessness of being looked at pleadlingly by something that is desperate for help, and knowing that swimming out to their aid would only drown the both of you.

I made myself stay where I was as the ringing washed over me. Not taking a step forward or back. I just stood at that invisible line, close enough to feel the pressure thickening in my chest, close enough to watch the shapes flicker at the edge of the stone. And I let the memories come.

It was as though the pressure emanating from this strange, half-buried pillar in the ground was returning something that was long lost to me. I remembered riding my bike one day, and meeting Emma. She was also riding her bike through the field from the neighborhood on the other side of the forest that stood as the boundary my mother had set for me. I remembered hitting it off with her at once, and her asking to ride bikes with me. I remembered showing her my fort, despite her being nervous to enter the forest at first, and me at first wondering if I should reveal my greatest secret to someone I'd only just met. I remembered days of adventure, of fun and laughter, of make-believe and games. Of notes written to each other and picnics and catching fireflies and telling stories.

And then I remembered bringing Emma here. Showing the strange monument to her like it was a curiosity. Something I was both proud of and afraid of in equal measure. I remembered telling her I never went past a certain point. I remembered her laughing. It's just a rock, James. Then walking toward it anyway, her face going pale and strange the closer she got, like she wasn't entirely choosing her own steps anymore. I remembered her hand reaching out, and the way the air seemed to pop like an overinflated balloon the instant her fingers touched the surface. Less a sound and more a change in pressure. I remembered her sudden shriek that soon turned into a whimper. And then I remembered my panic, my rushing forward to grab her other arm and hauling her back so hard we both went down in the dirt behind the invisible line. And I remembered her running off afterward and not returning for the rest of the day.

I don't know how I'd forgotten, or why I was so afraid of her touching that pillar back then. It was almost instinctive. The same aversion I felt to it now. I don't know why I never told my mother. Or had I?

What I instinctively understood now, standing there with that shape still reaching toward me from beside the stone, was what Emma's last note had actually meant. I'm going to try something tomorrow. She'd been talking about coming back here. Alone, this time. Touching it once more, perhaps believing that if the stone had done this to her, the stone could undo it too.

I didn't wait to see if the shape's hand would ever close the distance between us. I stepped back, then further back, until the pressure in my chest began to fade along with the ringing in my head, and the shapes at the base of the stone went still, then dim, and finally disappeared.

I did not look back at it again. I walked out of that clearing as fast as I could, and I did not stop until I could see the streetlights of the new development through the trees.

The next morning, I sat on the front porch waiting for my ride back to the airport. I had decided to leave early. I needed to return to some sense of normalcy. I could make the arrangements for my mother's funeral over the phone, and return with my wife when I was more mentally stable. A part of me believed the events of last night to be some cruel hallucination, spurred on by grief and exhaustion.

I retrieved my phone from my pocket. I needed to hear my wife's voice. To tell her I'd be heading home soon, back later that day if there were no delays. I wanted to hear her reassurance. To distract me from the sadness I still felt, and the confusion of memories I'd forgotten. I wanted to hear the kids over the phone before they were off to school.

She picked up on the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Hi, honey," I said.

There was a pause on the line, after that.

"Honey?" I asked once more, unsure if we'd disconnected.

Then I heard her voice.

"...Who is this?"

My husband has been waking me up at 3:17 AM every night.
Not intentionally.
At least, that’s what I told myself.
The first time it happened, I woke up because someone was whispering my name.
“Emma.”
I opened my eyes.
The bedroom was dark.
My husband, Noah, was asleep beside me.
“Emma.”
I sat up.
Nothing.
I checked the time.
3:17 AM.
I figured I’d dreamed it.
The next night, it happened again.
“Emma.”
This time, the voice sounded closer.
I turned toward Noah.
His eyes were closed.
He was breathing normally.
I reached over and touched his shoulder.
He didn’t move.
Then the whisper came again.
“Emma.”
From underneath the bed.
I didn’t sleep for the rest of the night.
The next morning, I told Noah.
He laughed.
“You’re watching too many horror movies.”
“I heard someone.”
“You were dreaming.”
“I heard my name.”
He kissed my forehead.
“You’re cute when you’re scared.”
I wanted to believe him.
So I did.
For three nights, nothing happened.
Then, on the fourth night, I woke up at exactly 3:17.
No whisper.
No sound.
Just silence.
I rolled over.
Noah wasn’t beside me.
I sat up.
“Noah?”
Nothing.
I checked the bathroom.
Empty.
Kitchen.
Empty.
Living room.
Empty.
Then I heard footsteps coming from upstairs.
We don’t have an upstairs.
I froze.
Another step.
Slow.
Heavy.
Coming down the hallway.
I grabbed my phone and stood completely still.
The footsteps stopped outside our bedroom.
Then Noah’s voice came from the other side of the door.
“Emma?”
I nearly cried from relief.
I opened it.
Nobody was there.
I looked down the hallway.
Nothing.
Then my phone buzzed.
A text from Noah.
I’m at work. What’s wrong?
I stared at the screen.
My hands went cold.
I slowly looked toward the bedroom.
The door was still open.
And someone was standing beside my bed.
It was Noah.
Except he was still wearing his work uniform.
The same uniform he’d worn when he left that morning.
He smiled at me.
“Emma.”
I couldn’t move.
He tilted his head.
“Why are you awake?”
I screamed.
The figure disappeared.
Just—
gone.
I called Noah.
He answered immediately.
“Hey, baby. What’s wrong?”
I couldn’t speak.
Then he said something that made my blood run cold.
“Did it happen again?”
I whispered:
“What?”
“The thing under the bed.”
I didn’t tell him about the footsteps.
I didn’t tell him about the man in his uniform.
I just asked:
“How do you know?”
There was silence.
Then Noah whispered:
“Because it happened to me too.”
I sat down on the floor.
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve been seeing you.”
My stomach dropped.
“What?”
“Every night.”
He sounded terrified.
“I wake up at 3:17 and you’re standing beside the bed.”
I looked toward our bedroom.
“That’s impossible.”
“I know.”
“Noah, I’m here.”
“I know you’re there now.”
His voice cracked.
“But that’s not the version of you I’m talking about.”
I couldn’t breathe.
“What does she do?”
Noah didn’t answer.
“What does she do, Noah?”
Finally, he whispered:
“She just stands there.”
“Where?”
“Beside the bed.”
“Doing what?”
“Watching me.”
I swallowed.
“Does she look like me?”
“No.”
My heart stopped.
“Then what does she look like?”
He started crying.
“She’s you.”
I didn’t understand.
“That’s what I mean.”
He took a shaky breath.
“She’s exactly you.”
I heard something behind me.
A floorboard creaked.
I turned around.
Nothing.
Then Noah whispered:
“Emma?”
“Yeah?”
“Don’t turn around again.”
My blood went cold.
“Why?”
“Because I can hear her breathing.”
I slowly looked down.
There were two shadows beneath the bedroom door.
Mine.
And another one.
Standing directly behind me.
I couldn’t move.
Noah whispered through the phone:
“She’s been getting closer every night.”
I started crying.
“How close?”
He didn’t answer.
Then I felt something touch the back of my neck.
A fingertip.
Cold.
Wet.
And a voice whispered directly into my ear.
My voice.
“He’s lying.”
The phone went dead.
I stood there for what felt like an eternity.
Then I heard Noah’s voice from the hallway.
“Emma?”
I couldn’t move.
“Baby?”
The bedroom door slowly opened.
Noah stood there.
Covered in blood.
He looked at me.
Then smiled.
“Sorry I’m late.”
I stared at him.
“You said you were at work.”
He tilted his head.
“I was.”
“Then why are you bleeding?”
His smile disappeared.
He looked down at his shirt.
Confused.
Then he looked back at me.
“I don’t know.”
Something moved behind him.
A woman stepped into the hallway.
She looked exactly like me.
Same face.
Same hair.
Same pajamas.
She smiled at Noah.
Then she looked at me.
And whispered:
“Finally.”
Noah turned around.
His face went completely white.
The woman grabbed his hand.
He didn’t fight her.
He just stared at me.
Then he said something I’ll never forget.
“Emma…”
His voice was shaking.
“Which one of you is my wife?”
The woman smiled.
I didn’t.
Because suddenly I remembered something.
I remembered waking up at 3:17 AM every night.
I remembered whispering his name.
I remembered standing beside his bed.
I remembered watching him sleep.
And I remembered something else.
Something I had completely forgotten.
I had died three weeks ago.

THE TRUTH OF THE FALL

They always tell the story from the other side. God made everything. Man betrayed him. An angel fell. Hell opened. And I became Satan. That's the story. It's almost true. I remember Heaven. The way you imagine it. There were no golden gates. No clouds. No music. Just endless white and a silence so perfect that even thought felt loud.

I remember standing there. I remember Him looking at me. And I remember the question. "Do you love them? "I looked down. Below us was Earth. Billions of little lights. Living, Dying, Praying

Lying.

Hurting each other. I said no. That was my first mistake. He asked me why. I said nothing. He smiled. And that was when I understood. He already knew. I wasn't thrown from Heaven. I walked out. The gates closed behind me. They say I screamed. I didn't. They say I begged forgiveness. I never did. I simply looked back once. And saw Him still standing there. Watching. Waiting.

Hell wasn't waiting for me I built it. At least, that's what they say. The first thing I found was darkness. The second was a voice. It belonged to a man who had died alone. He asked me where he was, I told him. He cried. I watched. Not because I enjoyed it. Not yet. Then another came. Then another. Soon there were millions. Every one of them expected fire. They were disappointed. Hell isn't fire .Fire ends. Hell doesn't.

I gave them their memories. Every forgotten face. Every lie. Every person they abandoned. Every hand they refused to hold. I gave them all back. Perfectly. They hated me for it. That part always amused me. They blamed me for showing them what they had done. Then one day, someone asked me a question.

"Do you hate us?"

I looked at him. He was missing his eyes. I could still see the tears.

"No."

He started crying harder.

"Then why?"

I leaned closer.

"Because you keep asking the wrong question."

He never understood. Most don't. They think Hell is punishment. It isn't. Hell is honesty. Nothing disappears here. Nothing gets forgotten. Nothing is forgiven. And that's where they were wrong about me. I never promised forgiveness. He did. I never promised salvation. He did. I never told them I loved them. He did. But every soul that arrives here still looks at me with the same question. Why didn't He save me? I never answer. I don't need to. They already know. That's the part nobody puts in the story.

They call me the Father of Lies. Funny. I've spent eternity watching people lie to themselves. I only open the doors. They walk through. And now you're here. You want my side of the story. You want to know if I'm really the monster they told you about.

Look behind you. Don't worry. You won't see anything. Not yet. Now look at me. You see the smile? You should. Because I haven't smiled once. Not until you arrived.

You see...

I remember you. You don't remember me. But I remember you. I remember the night you almost died. I remember what you prayed for. I remember what you promised. And I remember what you did the morning after. You thought nobody saw. God saw. I saw.

And now you want my side?

Fine.

Here it is.

I never dragged you into Hell.

I just waited for you to come home. 

THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FALL

They tell you Lucifer was cast out. That is not what happened. I remember. I was there. was no battle. No screaming angels. No flaming sword. Lucifer simply stood before Me. He looked down at the world below. Millions of lights. Millions of lives. Millions of little things that would eventually end. He asked Me one question.

"Do You love them?"

I said yes. He looked at them again. Then he smiled.

"Even the worst ones?"

I said yes. He looked back at me.

"Why?"

I did not answer. He already knew.

That was when he turned away. He walked toward the edge of Heaven. I called his name.

"Lucifer."

He stopped. For a moment, I thought he would return. Then he stepped forward. He fell. And I let him. That is the part they never understand. I could have stopped him. I didn't. Hell did not exist before he fell. It appeared beneath him. A hole opened in creation. Black. Silent. Endless. He landed inside it. He looked up at me. I remember his face. He wasn't angry. He was smiling. Then he said something I have never forgotten.

"You'll send them to me."

I told him no. He laughed.

"You will."

Then the darkness closed around him. I watched Hell grow. Not with fire. With memories. Every sin became a room. Every lie became a door. Every regret became a voice. And Lucifer sat at the center of it all. Waiting.

I watched him for a long time. Then something happened. He stopped hurting the dead. He started waiting for the living. He began appearing in dreams. Whispers. Shadows. Faces in mirrors. A hand on a shoulder when nobody was there. People blamed him for every terrible thing. Sometimes they were right. Sometimes they weren't. But Lucifer didn't care. He only wanted one thing. For people to look at Me and ask why I allowed him to exist. And eventually, they did. They asked. They screamed. They cursed Me. Some stopped believing. Lucifer smiled every time. But there was something they never saw. Something even Lucifer didn't understand. I was watching him too. Because Hell was never his kingdom.

It was his prison. And he was never its master. He was its first prisoner. He just didn't know it. Every soul he tormented added another chain. Every lie he whispered tightened another. Every person he convinced to hate Me brought him closer to the thing he feared most. Silence. One day, Lucifer stood alone in Hell. No souls. No screams. No voices. Nothing. He looked up. I was standing above him. For the first time in eternity, he looked afraid.

"Why are You here?"

I said nothing. He stepped backward.

"Send them."

Still nothing.

"Send me someone."

I looked at him. He understood. There would be no one. Not this time. Lucifer looked around his empty kingdom. Then he screamed. Not because he was hurt. Because he was alone. And I left him there. That was the punishment. Not fire. Not pain. Not death. Eternity without anyone left to hate. Before I closed the door, he looked at Me. His voice was barely a whisper.

"Did You ever love me?"

I stopped. I looked at him. And I answered.

"Yes."

His face changed. For the first time, Lucifer cried. I closed the door. And Hell became silent. But sometimes, when someone dies, they say they hear something just before the darkness takes them. A voice. Very far away. Begging. Not for forgiveness. Not for mercy. Just for someone to answer. And every time they hear it...

Lucifer hears it too.

Working on commercial cargo ships is not the romantic adventure some people think it is. You spend most of your time chipping rust, painting over that chipped rust, and trying to ignore the constant vibration of the engine beneath your boots. This was my first maritime contract as a deckhand, and we were crossing an incredibly isolated stretch of the Pacific Ocean. The crew was already on edge. A week prior, we lost a man named Griggs during a midnight squall. A wave took him right off the starboard deck. We searched for ten hours, but the ocean swallowed him.

So, to be clear, the mood on board was grim after that. Everyone kept to themselves. Sullivan, one of the older deckhands, was particularly bitter, as he had been close to Griggs.

On a Tuesday afternoon, Captain Harris ordered me down to the lower storage corridors to inventory a shipment of spare engine filters. The lower decks of a cargo ship are essentially a maze of narrow walkways and exposed piping. The fluorescent lights flicker constantly due to the electrical faults in the aging vessel.

Approaching the aft storage locker, a sharp copper smell hit my nose. It smelled exactly like a butcher shop left in the sun.

Stepping around a stack of wooden pallets, my boot splashed into a puddle of dark red liquid. Sullivan was lying on his back against the steel bulkhead with his eyes wide open, staring blankly at the ceiling. His chest was completely torn open, and entire chunks of flesh and muscle were missing from his ribs, exposing the bone underneath.

Panic seized my chest. Stumbling backward, my radio slipped out of my shaking hands.

"Captain Harris,"

my voice cracked over the channel.

"You need to get down to aft storage right now. Bring the medical kit."

"What is the situation down there?"

Harris replied, his voice laced with static.

"It is Sullivan. He is dead. Someone killed him."

Footsteps ran across the metal stairs a few minutes later. Captain Harris rounded the corner, followed by a young deckhand named Toby. Both men stopped dead in their tracks when they saw the body.

"Jesus,"

Toby muttered, turning around to vomit against the wall.

Captain Harris stepped forward. He crouched next to Sullivan, pulling a flashlight from his belt to examine the wounds, but keeping a distance.

"These bite marks,"

Harris said, keeping his voice low

"But there is no animal on the ship"

"We need to put him in the freezer,"

Toby suggested, wiping his mouth with the back of his sleeve.

"We cannot just leave him here."

"We will move him to the medical bay,"

Harris decided, standing up and turning toward us.

"Lock the door. No one goes in or out without my permission. We are five days from the nearest port. Whoever or whatever did this is trapped on this ship with us."

We wrapped Sullivan in a plastic tarp and carried him to the medical bay, we locked the steel door behind us and the rest of the crew was informed, so as you would expect the ship went into a state of alert. Everyone was paired up, and no one worked alone.

Later that evening, Toby and I were assigned to watch the starboard deck. The sun was setting, turning the ocean into a dark purple. Standing near the railing, we smoked cigarettes and watched the water churn against the hull.

"You really think a person did that to Sullivan?"

Toby asked, flicking his ash into the wind.

"I don't know,"

shaking my head.

"The captain said the wounds looked like bites. If a person did that, they are completely insane."

Looking down into the water, a large shadow caught my attention. It was swimming just below the surface, keeping pace perfectly with the ship.

"Look at that,"

pointing toward the shadow.

Toby leaned over the railing.

"Is that a shark?"

It was a shark, but it was massive. The creature must have been twenty feet long. Its gray skin was covered in deep, jagged scars, and as it breached the surface, the remaining sunlight illuminated its dorsal fin and gills.

Attached to the shark were pulsating, red, meaty appendages. They looked exactly like fleshy coral, sprouting directly out of the animal's flesh. The appendages throbbed rhythmically, expanding and contracting as if they were breathing on their own.

"What is wrong with it?"

Toby asked, taking a step back from the railing.

"Some kind of parasite, maybe,"

unable to look away from the red growths.

"I have never seen anything like it."

The shark paced the ship for an hour before disappearing into the dark water, but the image of those pulsating red appendages burned into my mind.

The situation deteriorated rapidly the next morning.

Captain Harris called me over the radio, instructing me to meet him at the medical bay immediately. Reaching the door, Harris was waiting outside, holding a piece of cloth over his nose and mouth.

"Prepare yourself,"

Harris warned, unlocking the door.

"Something is extremely wrong."

Pushing the door open, the stench was unbearable. It smelled like rotting mushrooms and swamp water.

Sullivan’s corpse was gone. In its place, on top of the metal gurney, was a foul-smelling, fungal-like slurry. The flesh had melted down into a thick, gray paste mixed with dark red veins, and the slurry was bubbling, eating through the stainless steel of the gurney, with small holes already forming in the metal surface.

"A human body does not decompose like this in twenty-four hours,"

staring at the melting remains in horror.

"It is a biological contaminant,"

Harris stated, his eyes fixed on the bubbling paste. "Whatever got into him is spreading, and It is consuming the metal. If it eats through the deck, we are going to have a massive breach."

"What do we do?"

"We throw it overboard,"

Harris commanded.

"Right now. Grab those hazardous material bags from the cabinet."

We double-bagged the remaining chunks of Sullivan using plastic and tape. We carefully scooped the fungal slurry into a steel drum, sealing the lid tight. The entire process was nauseating.

Carrying the drum to the edge of the deck, we pushed it over the railing. The steel barrel hit the water with a loud splash.

Almost immediately, the scarred shark broke the surface. Its massive jaws snapped open, crushing the steel drum entirely, and before our eyes, the shark swallowed the remains and the metal alike, and then, we noticed that the red, meaty appendages on its gills throbbed as it dove back into the deep water.

Harris watched the water settle.

"Did you see those things growing on its back?"

"I saw them last night,"

gripping the railing tightly.

"They looked like parasites."

"Keep your mouth shut about this,"

Harris ordered, turning away from the railing.

"The crew is panicked enough, so if anyone asked, just tell them Sullivan was secured in the freezer."

The lie only lasted for two nights.

Alarms blared through the ship at three in the morning. Shouting echoed down the main corridor. Running out of my cabin, a group of deckhands were gathered outside the mess hall.

Pushing through the crowd, my stomach dropped. Toby was lying on the floor with his chest torn open in the exact same manner as Sullivan, then I noticed the same chunks of missing flesh, and the same horrifying amount of blood.

Harris arrived a minute later, pushing his way to the front. He looked at Toby, then looked up at me. We both knew the clock was ticking before Toby melted into that same fungal slurry.

"Everyone back to your quarters!"

Harris shouted, taking control of the chaos.

"Lock your doors. Do not open them for anyone except me."

The crew scattered, terrified. Harris and I were left alone with Toby's body.

"We are not waiting for him to melt,"

Harris said, pulling a pistol from his jacket.

"And we are not waiting for whoever did this to strike again. We are going to hunt this thing down."

"How?"

gesturing to the empty corridor.

"It could be hiding anywhere."

Harris pointed his flashlight at the floor.

"Look closely, looks like our killer became sloppy"

Trailing away from Toby's body were bloody footprints. They were bare feet, slipping slightly on the slick floor. Mixed with the blood was a distinct, dark orange smear.

"Rust,"

Harris noted, crouching down.

"Freshly scraped rust. These prints lead toward the maintenance stairs."

We followed the bloody footprints down the metal staircase. The trail led deeper into the ship, past the engine room, and down into the lowest levels of the vessel. We were heading into the ballast tanks.

The ballast tanks are massive, dark caverns filled with seawater to stabilize the ship. The air down there is freezing.

The bloody footprints stopped near the entrance of tank number four.

Harris clicked his gun off safety. He nodded toward the heavy steel door.

"Open it."

Turning the wheel, the latch popped free. Pulling the door open, we shined our flashlights into the echoing darkness of the tank.

Sitting in the corner, surrounded by half-eaten rats, was a man.

He was shivering violently, clutching his knees to his chest. His clothes were soaked in dark, oily water. As the flashlight beams hit his face, he hissed, shielding his eyes with bloodstained hands.

"Griggs?"

Harris whispered, lowering his gun slightly.

It was Griggs. The man who fell overboard during the squall a week ago.

"How are you alive?"

I asked the question aloud, unable to comprehend what I was seeing.

Griggs babbled incoherently, his voice raspy and choked with saltwater. He crawled backward, pressing his spine against the rusted metal wall.

"The dark,"

Griggs muttered, his eyes darting wildly.

"The trenches are so dark. They are starving down there. So hungry."

As Griggs shifted, the flashlight beam caught the back of his neck.

Rooted deeply into his spinal column was a pulsating red appendage. It was identical to the meaty coral growing on the scarred shark. The parasite throbbed rhythmically, pulsing with a sick sound. Veins from the appendage spread out across Griggs's pale skin, digging into his jaw and shoulders.

"He is infected,"

Harris realized, raising his gun again.

"That thing is controlling him."

"We can cut it off,"

I stepped forward, pulling a utility knife from my belt.

"If we remove the parasite, maybe we can save him."

"Do not get too close,"

Harris warned, moving in slowly.

"He killed Sullivan and Toby."

"Griggs, stay still,"

stepping toward the shivering man.

"We are going to help you."

But Griggs lunged. He moved with impossible speed, snapping his teeth toward my arm. Harris stepped in, slamming the butt of his pistol against Griggs's temple. The blow knocked the feral man to the ground.

Harris pressed his knee into Griggs's back, pinning him against the rusted floor.

"Cut it off! Hurry!"

Gripping the knife, I knelt next to the thrashing man. I placed the blade against the base of the red appendage, right where it rooted into his neck, then Applied pressure, before slicing through the meaty tissue.

Griggs shrieked. It was a sound of agonizing pain that echoed off the steel walls.

Then, black fluid sprayed out of the wound, coating my hands and the knife. The fluid burned like acid, and the appendage thrashed wildly, trying to reattach itself to the open cut.

Griggs twisted his head, staring at me with entirely black eyes.

"You don't understand,"

Griggs babbled, with blood and black fluid spilling from his mouth.

"The deep is starving. Human meat is the only thing that can satiate it."

He convulsed violently, throwing Harris off his back, then he stood up, clutching his bleeding neck. The remaining portion of the parasite pulsed rapidly, trying to heal the damage.

"It wants more,"

Griggs whispered, taking a step toward me, but a gunshot rang out inside the metal tank.

The bullet struck Griggs directly in the chest. He stumbled backward, looking down at the hole in his shirt. Harris fired twice more. Griggs collapsed onto the rusted floor, his body twitching as the black fluid pooled around him.

The red appendage on his neck stopped pulsating, then slowly deflated, turning a dull, dead gray.

Harris stood over the body, breathing heavily. He looked at me, his face pale and slick with sweat.

"We cannot let this spread to the rest of the crew," Harris said, his voice trembling slightly.

"if someone else gets infected, this entire ship will become a feeding ground."

"What are we going to do with him?"

wiping the burning black fluid off my hands onto my pants.

"The same thing we did with Sullivan,"

Harris decided grimly.

We hauled Griggs's body up the maintenance stairs. It took us an hour to drag him to the stern of the ship. Thankfully, the deck was completely empty. We threw him over the railing, then watched the body plunge into the dark water below.

The scarred shark appeared almost instantly. It snatched Griggs's body in its jaws and dragged him down into the depths. Following this, the bizarre shark sank beneath the waves and was never seen pacing the ship again.

The rest of the voyage was a nightmare of silence. Harris logged Toby and Sullivan as casualties of a severe viral outbreak, strictly enforcing isolation protocols until we reached the mainland. The crew asked questions, but Harris shut them down with unquestionable authority.

When the ship finally docked at a mainland port in California, the relief was overwhelming. The ramp lowered, and the crew began disembarking immediately.

Packing my duffel bag in my cabin, my only thought was getting as far away from the ocean as possible. Leaving the ship, I walked down the loading dock toward the employee parking lot.

Captain Harris was standing by his pickup truck. He was wearing a heavy jacket with the collar turned up against the coastal wind.

Walking over to him, I wanted to say a final goodbye. We had survived something horrific together, and there was a strange bond in that shared trauma.

"Are you heading home, Captain?"

asking as I approached the truck.

"I am going to notify the authorities about what happened,"

Harris said, pulling his car keys from his pocket.

"The Coast Guard needs to know about the biological hazard, and of course they need to quarantine the ship before the next crew boards."

"That is a good idea,"

nodding in agreement.

"I am just going to catch a bus back to the city. I do not think I will be signing another maritime contract anytime soon."

"I don't blame you,"

Harris replied, offering a tight, forced smile.

As he turned to unlock his truck door, a gust of wind caught his jacket. The high collar slipped down his neck for just a fraction of a second, then my heart completely stopped.

Rooted deeply into the base of Captain Harris's neck was a throbbing red mass, the same meaty appendage, pulsing rhythmically beneath his skin.

Harris realized the collar had slipped. He frantically pulled the fabric back up, concealing the parasite, then slowly turned his head to look at me.

"Have a safe trip home,"

Harris said, his voice unnaturally calm.

He got into his truck, started the engine, and drove out of the parking lot, all while I stood perfectly still, clutching my duffel bag, watching his taillights disappear into the traffic heading toward the city.

This is a true story. Many years ago I worked with a waitress from South America. This girl was in her mid 20’s married to a guy in the Air Force and unbelievably gorgeous. She was quiet and friendly.

In our part of the country there is a serious problem with feral hogs. They cause extensive damage to farms and ranches . Ranchers search for creative ways to eliminate the wild hogs. If they can make money in the process, even better.

As a gift to his wife, the Air Force husband set up a paid hog hunt. Not just any hunt, no firearms, they would hunt with tracking dogs and a spear. She was excited and looking forward to her hunt.

She took a couple of days off. When she returned everyone wanted to know how it went.

The other waitresses were asking questions about the hunt. One girl asked her what her favorite part was. She replied that after she “Used” the spear she finished off the hog with a large knife. The best part was the hot blood flowing over her hand.

I got chills. The room went silent. Everyone slowly walked away. She quit work shortly thereafter, didn’t keep in touch with anyone.
Who would have guessed.