I sometimes do it bc Im lonely
I go on video calls with older guys. Ik Im not supposed to bc Im 17 but they talk to me after I do things. its fun sometimes but alot of the time they wont talk to me if I dont do what they want. they get me to masturbate while they watch and it hurts sometimes but thats usually my fault bc I dont tell them it hurts. I like talking to them so much, I tell them about my day and things I like doing. theyre really nice. I dont have many people to talk to so I feel lonely. I just want help figuring out what to do, I want to talk to them sometimes without having to do that.