Fear/anxiety of becoming successful and rich…
I really mean this from the heart and I can understand how it comes off as arrogant like “how do u know you’ll actually be rich” I know… however I’m on my second year (about to start third) with med school and I’ve been getting “motivation” from friends and family and their motivation is basically telling me how much money I’ll have and so and so… but honestly this just sounds really depressing to me… I have this fear of losing myself and becoming a shell of my former self and it’ll be hard to be humble and live my old ordinary life and connecting with whoever I want, I hope someone can understand what I’m saying without misinterpreting… I get really anxious thinking about this and it’s taking up my mind, whenever someone gives me career motivation… it’s just not the life that I imagine for myself… I love med and biology but the financial part is icking me honestly