[40/M] Who am I, and who is actually connecting with me?
I can't believe I just turned 40. I try to be strong or put on a brave front but I'm just naturally too un-BS of a person. I'm one of those people who keeps telling myself next year will be different, or they'll see my value next time around, or they'll come back or say they miss me, and we all know the result.
But as I think of things I currently enjoy on my own and connecting with others... gaming, art, crafts, puzzles/model kits, photography, writing, film, television.
I guess most recently I would want more motivation with my photographer or finally starting a youtube channel. But I think most of all I just want to connect and share.
I'm open to anyone with a heart and soul and feels what I am feeling. Have a good night. And thank you.