Addiction
Hey, so I have been addicted for a pretty long time but recently from december to march I was free from porn, escaped from it when I met my girlfriend, then at the end of march I relapsed, and I have relapsed 7 times since then, last friday I got tired of relapsing and told my gf about my addiction (It wasnt easy at all😭), I bawled in her arms for who knows how long and she accepted me and told me she was here for me and that she believed me, and that made me want to quit again, but today, although I didnt quite relapse, I fucked up, I peeked at porn and scrolled through content for some time reactivating the dopamine pathways and the stimulus, I didnt finish, but anyway I got the dopamine rush and that is what matters, I feel like I failed both me and my girlfriend but I take it as a step forward, because I really dont want to look at porn ever again, I just wanted to share this and maybe see if anyone has some tips on what my next steps should be :)