Relapse and withdrawal questions
So I quit a very heavy habit about 10 months ago, was at around 68GPD of normal powder and I had been on it for almost 6 years. around 2 weeks ago I had a very poor lapse in judgment and decided I would just try one of the new pseudoindoxyl pills because I recently broke my arm and was not given any pain meds at the ER. I took half of it and it hit me like a sledgehammer and I should’ve left it at that. a day later I took the other half, then the next day I went out and bought another knowing what I was stepping into but I kept going anyways. it’s now been a week since that second purchase and I’ve been eating about 100-100mg a day of the 7-oxie pseudo pills. I know I have to stop urgently but I need to know what the WDs are gonna be like so I can prepare. the shame is starting to really eat at me and I wanna stop while I still have a shred of dignity about this situation.