u/Business_Olive8554

So my husband and I had sex for the first time tonight, and honestly, I’m sad. So let me say, we haven’t been talking for the past 5 days because on Tuesday, he was upset with me because I didn’t want to give him head. I told him I am sleep-deprived and that is the last thing on my mind. In fact, when he was lying there naked with his legs wide open, I was so turned off. Also, in the argument, he asked why we don’t tongue-kiss and all that other crap. ANYWAYS. Today we talked, and he said it wasn’t an argument; he was expressing how he felt. So tonight I tried to do everything he said he wanted, and tbh it was just ok. What bothered me was that the baby kept waking up crying, and yes, he tended to her like he always does, but this time, I was just annoyed that he did it to continue with the sex. So anyway, we continued. When I went to the bathroom, he made a comment saying we can try again tomorrow because he didn’t finish due to my being in pain. But now it's not 3am, im feeding the baby, and im just sad for some reason. This is a sadness i haven’t felt before but im sure it has something to do with him now expecting to have sex again when i really don’t want to. I love my husband and honestly sex have always been an issue for us because his sex drive have always been way more higher than mines and it has nothing to do with him but im just at this point of defeat.