Genuinely think I hate my husband
My husband (m 34) and I (f 30) have been together almost 2 years and we've been married almost 1. I think I hate him now. He has had 4 jobs since Jan 2025 and he got all of them because of me. He hates working, constantly complains about it and society as a whole (think main character from SLC Punk energy) and he can be so cruel to me and everyone else. He just told me this morning that if he were to get fired he'd leave to go to Puerto Rico and make money down there. (He has some fucking fantasy of living down there and having a house and shit just bc he spent 9 months there)
I actually doubt he has any emotional intelligence or empathy.
One of his sisters got married and he wasn't even invited. Another sister just told him she's pregnant and behind her back he's calling her stupid for having the kid due her maybe being broke? Idk if she actually is or what her situation is due to the fact we haven't seen her since 2024...
He's just a spiteful dickhead and I can't stand him anymore. I barely want to have sex with him unless I'm high and that's only because I need sexual release.
I love him and I wanted to be with him but idk how much more I can take. I feel like I'm just surviving him atp...
I feel like I wasted my time