u/Caitylin92

I am someone who struggles to believe in things without some kind of proof. I want to believe in shifting but it’s hard for me to believe when there isn’t science to back it up. So I try to find evidence in science anyway I can. I like learning for the sake of learning so I’m reading a child’s quantum physics book. It talks about the quantum the world where the rules are different. It says a ball can be in 2 goals at once or a pet being awake and asleep at the same time. These are actually things that happen in our reality just at a quantum level. That helps my belief because the impossible already happens. I haven’t shifted yet but always trying to help my motivation so I thought maybe this could help someone else’s.

I swear I can’t ever articulate myself here clearly. I’m not saying there is scientific evidence to shifting. I’m not saying that the “impossible” things that happen here will also happen in another reality. What I am saying is that knowing there are “impossible” things that happens here opens my mind to other “impossible” things. It helps me feel motivated so I thought it could help someone else who has difficulty shifting because it doesn’t make sense to them.

Anytime I think of motivation for myself I share it for others who struggle in the same way I do.

I prefer the word “guide” over “script” because script can cause new shifters to think they are creating their DR and not just bringing their awareness to the DR they want, so I’m not going to use the word script.

When you work on your guide how much of your future vs your past do you think about?

I’m shifting to the MCU just after the events of winter soldier. The day or 2 after he wakes up in the hospital. I only know a few things about the future. We will end up living in the tower, ultron will be created because that’s how Wanda and Vision join the team, Pietro won’t die, part of civil war will happen but the team won’t break up, and Thanos either won’t happen or if he does we defeat him before anyone dies. The big differences are the existence of me and Bucky doesn’t disappear. This is why Civil war changes, Tony will already know about Bucky killing his parents, but the accords attempt to happen, and I’m not sure how but we will still meet T’challa and discover he is the Black Panther and gain him as an ally. That’s all I know about my future.

My focus is always on my past and who I am as a person. I figure out new things about myself all the time. This is what I love thinking about because I feel more connected to myself there. I started thinking of it as the same way random memories hit me here. I don’t get it the same way as a memory, I still have to make sure it doesn’t contradict other things. Sometimes it makes me rethink some other things, I’ll think about something and realize that that absolutely makes sense for my past so I have to change something small. Sometimes it’s about knowledge I would already have, the other night I realized I wouldn’t be able to do one of my after school activities because my other ones would take up to much time. My brain can’t really comprehend how I can think about the future of my DR but I not know about it when I get there. I find it easier to just focus on the past and understand who I am there.