u/Calciferrr05

Im triggered again this time. Im breaking down and all i immediately do is to grab my cutter. But i need to change blade and make this opportunity to post here if ever someone is available right now to talk to? I iust want to hurt myself again right now I cant bear the emotional pain if tatagal na naman kaya i prefer to hurt myself simula palang para mag ease yung stress ko.Maybe a call?
Araw araw nalang masakit ulo ko at inom ng advil kase kahit pag gising masakit parin.

Im struggling/suffering from multiple mental health disorder. Im independent but currently fall into a trap and now depending on him which caused and added confusion in my life right now. I do self h@rm and attempting svicide. I need someone to talk to especially when Im so overwhelmed with my emotions po. And i dont require someone na mag rereply agad kase ako mismo hindi ganon lahi or takes days baho mag reply. Just anonymous persons lang na i can share my situation, ask their insights or share experiences makausap lang minsan. Im female 27 currently in metro manila po. Minsan kase pag nag aaway kami or yung sobrang stress ako im just imagining scenarios and plotting how to do it. And its so easy seconds to do it lang ! I do self harming already and i know im so much capable of really making sure it ends everything. I dont fear anything now di tulad ng dati iniisip ko pa mag prepare etc.