u/Call_me_Queenie

HII so, Idk if this is the flair to use or anything, im still really new to posting and not just commenting on reddit lol. Anyway, ive been struggling for years now, until I found out what a fictionkin is, which I feel connected to most of the time. And thats the problem, some months I can feel like my kin, have memories from the source likes its a past life of mine, feel things towards these characters and remember conversations/interactions with them, but then other times it'll be like waking up and suddenly I cant? Im like, floating in limbo? (NOT DID Ik for a fact its not cuz i dont have switching or alters) but then randomly, ill feel connected again? Idk it feels like id be labeled a fake if im not always embodying my kin, so I just wanted to ask if this does sound like fictionkin or if im just kinda crazy?