i’m having such a hard time waiting the 6 weeks
for context, i gave birth vaginally a little over 2 weeks ago, i had a slight tear after pushing out an almost 9lb baby boy (i’m very fortunate) but nothing major.
i’m typically pretty sexually active, my partner and i have a very active sex life, even during my pregnancy we were very active up until the day before i went into labour.
so mainly what i’m getting at is that i’m having a hard time waiting… i’m obviously going to wait because i want to heal and let my body rest, but i feel as though i’m incredibly impatient. i use sex as a release from stress and i feel like i really need that right now.
i also feel like i’m not myself though and i don’t feel confident in my body. i feel kind of 50/50 on it.
anyway, that’s my little rant… just feel very alone right now