u/CandidateOk9573

So I'm in my early 20s and have been a hothead all my life, but I've somehow learnt to control my anger over the years. But all this bottled up rage is doing me harm, since it translates to exploding headaches.

Even if I see something as minor as a person praising a pretentious and fake celeb on the internet, my blood boils and I want to fck this person. On some instances I actually end up ab-sing people who h-te on my fav celeb on Reddit. I don't get this angry on ppl irl, but I get pissed af over internet people, over strangers who don't even know about my existence.

I get angry on people who look down upon introverts and nerds since I'm one. I want to be-t the living daylights out of people who judge me for my looks/dressing/manners irl, even if they don't say it out loud. I so want to just drive a knfe through them but I just flash a smile. I overthink about it all day and end up with a throbbing headache.

So I've cleared a couple of Prelims in the '25 cycle all due to Eng & Reasoning. Cleared Quants cutoff in PO Pre and lost almost 7-8 marks in Quants in Clerk Pre. That's how weak I'm at Quants. I FOKING HATE that subject!

Left studying in Jan'26 but have started once again and I'm thoroughly done with R&P, Percentage, Mixture Allegation & SI CI. I'm decent at Mains Reasoning & Eng.

Can I realistically aim for SBI/IBPS PO this year? Or am I too late?

24 y/o and have cleared a couple of prelims last year MAINLY due to Eng and Reasoning. In Clerical Prelims I lost marks in Quants and in PO Prelims I barely cleared the cutoff for Quants. Fooked up Mains by a HUGE margin (~30 marks).

I left studying from Feb this year since I was highly demotivated but have started studying since the past few days. Anyone else on the same boat?

I SO SO HATE QUANTS MAN! JUST HOW TF DO I STUDY THIS MATHS? HOW TF CAN PEOPLE LIKE THIS SUBJECT? I tried every teacher out there - Kaushik M, Ashish A, Harshal A, Constant Guide, Veteran, even SSC teachers such as Gagan Pratap, Rakesh, etc BUT I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND! NCERT books karu? Bhai time nahi hai to start from the basics!

Anyone here who sharpened Quants despite being EXTREMELY weak in it? I don't have much time left to prep honestly and this is gonna be my last attempt since ladki hoon bc and shaadi hai next year. Do I still stand a chance? Am I too late?