Wanting to impress women is like a curse
Especially if youre a no one or average man with nothing exceptional in appearance and status,i always felt like women never found me interesting, as i have nerdy introvert interests like music creation that majority of women would find boring...like if i never had something to stands out to impress them ...this is the burden of being gynephilic after all.... is like if you perceive them like perfect creatures ..you want to make good impression to the woman you fall in love ..so that she will choose you ...if there is a button that will make me loose all my interest in women instantly i would press it right away ,right now ....its so exhausting being attracted to women ...i would much prefer have been 100% auto gyne ...instead or clearly androphilic