u/Cann0isseur

M26. Ive had probably over a dozen sexual experiences that all end the same way. My body refuses to respond properly in partnered sex situations and I cant get or maintain erections. Its been this way since my very first experience in high school. My girlfriend at the time got fed up and had a threesome with a friend if mine and someone who was activrly bullying me. Ive been in therapy and going back and forth with my doctor for almost 2 years now. No solution. Ive been in a very dark place since the last time this happened in November (currently april) and im at the point where id rather stop putting myself through the shame and embarrassment than keep trying, but that also just doesnt seem like it'd be worth living for. Not sure how anyone would help me, but any advice would be appreciated.