i relapsed yesterday and today im just so calm, for example im assembling furniture and i was getting so angry and worked up bulding it while i was on the streak and now im just doing it no mood swings at all just calm and working, but i dont know if i exactly like that, any thoughts on this?
when i get a good streak going, when the energy gets too high, i start going on these weird binges where i just text all these girls and fantasize for like four hours straight and its so hard to get out of it
which strain is like the lebron james of growing?
im on day 10 or something rn
everyday new little bites like these appear, growing inside of a greenhouse.
Cant find anything on the plant and it appears overnight, should i just let it be or is this a problem for the plant
about three months ago i got back on caffeine after 111 days off, and i thought maybe i was overreacting before cause none of those bad effects showed up, so i continued doing caffeine, but now its all catching up to me and i dont think i can run from it anymore, i need to check my ego and realize that i relapsed on a drug,
idk how hard it will be to quit again but i have to do it, the anxiety came back, time is going by too fast, that awful nihilistic feeling of dread in the morning is back aswell, if anyone can help me please do
bought the plant at this stage im a complete beginner and have no idea what to do now 😭 can somebody give me like a quick tutorial, i dont even know how much or often to water it
how do i stop lustful thoughts on SR?
it always gets so bad at 1-2 weeks and i always relapse