I literally love our se lol ,I can go from a boss to a little kid in seconds
It's so low cortisol coded , although I might regret some shit I do in that time ,but it's fun 🫵
I don't know how to explain this
But I get the
(Is this it ?) After I achieved something good,I don't find enjoyment in it
I have noticed that I enjoy the challenge itself in achieving that thing,the hard work.
after it's done
After I've conquered something,it holds no significant weight..
How do you explain this ?
I sleep weird ,like in different times ,I have a shitty daily schedule whenever there is no work ,
Whenever there is no work ,I feel like I am lost.