u/Capital-Sky-7

I would never cheat on my bf atleast that’s what I tell myself , but yesterday I was quite drunk and engaging in self pleasure.

For some reason whilst I was going it I kept having mental images of like being on a dating app or something and I passively shut them out kinda during it.

Now tho ,since then I’ve been paralysed with fear it means I’ve cheated or I’m going to like I’m so incredibly anxious it’s not even funny.

I feel the need to confess but then that would make me feel like it’s a real ,bad thing and I’m terrified
Is this normal!?!??!