u/Capital_Intern1071

Every single time I was cold, distant, and bitter against you for tiny things I should have let go.

I’m reminded of you more and more lately. I was wondering why I haven’t seen you driving around in a while and then I saw you twice in one day.

Weird coincidences are happening, small details about you are coming up randomly. Maybe it’s just me looking for you in the world around me, maybe the universe is just reminding me of what I lost.

I don’t hate you. I want you to be happy and free. I just wish I never made the mistakes that pushed you so far away.

I love you still…I don’t know if I will ever stop.

Every single day you haunt me. I cannot escape the pain. Nothing feels real anymore. The only thing that helps is beer and driving really fast.

The only good left in me is for my dad and my dog. I have forsaken everything else.

You were right about me.

You hurt me, you broke me, and I let myself be destroyed. But I hurt you back and blamed you for it.

Nonetheless I love you still. You still live in my head.

You exist in your absence in my life. My cold bed, lonely car rides, and eating alone in the dark.

You were everything to me. Nothing and nobody has ever compared.

I love you. I’d die for you. I’d suffer for you. I’d live for you.