u/CaramelHelpful6656

hello, how n'yo po na survive ang pag overthink and anxiety? it's been 5 days na nung nalaman ko na I was reactive and I still can't fully accept it. super nag ooverthink ako sa future ko. like what if mag ka roon ng shortage and I need to pay for meds (e it was a lifetime meds) super nag iisip rin ako about sa pag abroad kasi I do really wanna pursue different path sana sa ibang bansa, (I know na may ibanh bansa na pede naman) pero I still can't look at me the same. hindi ko matanggap na meron na ako neto. just for one mistake
:( Im not active sa sex but hays. Im so disappointed with myself, may times na "ah okay I have this, but life wont stop, I will live again" pero meron ring doubt and disappointment. it's so tiring:( and pretty unfair talaga.

helo, just like what I post yesterday na kaka diagnosed ko lang sa HIV. mejo nag overthink lang ako about my future. pede pa rin kaya ako makapag work sa cruise ship? makapag work abroad? nag rresearch kasi ako and I found out na limited na bansa nalang ang pede ko mapuntahan:( is anyone here na nakapag migrate being pos? or nakapag work po abroad?

hi M21 idk where to start at hindi ko alam pano ko sasabihin nakuha sakit na to. so ever since hindi tlaga ako active, Im not a type of guy who is desperate for hook up. but I have some exp pero since knowledgeable ako sa safe sex. I dont allow them to do bare kahit naka prep sila (I have 2 experience 2023-2025 so basically isang beses lang and nag test ako nun and i was negative). pero this year lang 2026 I got hook up with one dude, Im not aware with his status but I keep asking him, he told me na he is safe and nasa manila ang result nya. I was so dumb for allowing him to remove the condom and even finish inside me. sobrang bb ko sa part na yun. and just by one mistake I have to carry the lifetime consequences. for young adults out there, please protect yourself. ayokong ma feel nyo ang na ffeel ko right now:( I was so hopeless and I wanna commitS. now na reactive ako and 1 month pa before my confirmatory result. Im not taking any meds as of the moment but handle na naman ako ng clinic, I dont wanna transmit this virus with anyone. I wish I could turn back the time:( but now Im trying to be better, I open about this with some of ny friend and they truly help me a lot.