Feeling doubtful of our long distance relationship
I’m 29F Korean and my boyfriend is 30M Indian.
After 3years of long distance, we have decided moving to Australia.
The thing is I’m exhausted managing whole my schedule to meet him every 6 months. Bcf his nationality, his travel visa had denied even twice. I can’t plan anything before he gets just only a travel visa.
It doesn’t matter if we could get a job in Aus successfully in the future. However, I barely draw a future with him. It’s because my mind doesn’t go to him anymore during this long distance, also I’m not confident getting a job there with this lack of EN skills.
The last reason is that I feel I don’t have enough time to move Aus, get a job, save money, get married before having a kid.
I’m very sorry to say him break up our relationship.
I thought I could overcome these challenging situation with love but as time goes by, I barely feel him and my future. I feel so sad and painful telling this to him..