6 years of our relationship(22M and 21F) ended because of caste difference.
Today finally 6 years of me(22M) and my GF(21F)'s relationship has finally ended , because of caste differences .. today she accepted a arranged marriage Rishta . she called me and said " maine wo rishtey ko haan bol di hai " and bhaiisahab i used to think that caste does not matter nowadays but boy i was wrong. me sochta tha ki ladki ke jane par kon rota hai chii , until it was my turn. i cried like hell , my hands were shaking when she told me .. i was in a park i sat there for 4 hours today... turned off my phone and did nothing.
Bas ye sochta raha ki i only lost the love of my life because i was not born into the 'RIGHT' house .. i got rejected because of the caste i didnt choose. and somehow the world just feels unfair. My hands are still shaking writing this.
the reason im posting this because i dont have friends that i can talk about this openly, without hesitation .. and maybe some of you guys might help me guide me what to do now.
I felt so much pain in my body as if someone has forcefully taken flesh of my body. aaj jab uske gharwalo ki story dekhi.. usko congratulate karte hue .. laga ki sab khatm haii...
btw the guy who she said yes to .. has cleared NDA and he is in training rn .. JAN next year they'll be getting engaged after his training.
happy for her she got grate rishta great family , very secure future for her. but today i got to know that world is not fair. there is no god( I am an atheist and istfg i used to go to temples only because she used to take me with her and after sometime, a part of me started believing all this, that maybe god is real , but not anymore). and there is no such thing as FOREVER.