I'm just Tired.
Hi, I usually never use reddit but I think i reached a point where I'm desperate for anyone to listen to me. I'm entered college a year ago, and one of my grades didn't register in the system; I went to complain but they told me it was my fault for not checking even if I did, so I'm taking the same class with an awful teacher who is really obsessed with power and I believe everything he said about me.
I know this sounds cliche but my mother is just recovering from a tumor and ow is in bed, she's the one who works so we're in a lot of financial trouble right now.
Everytime I tell my "friends" about my problems they simply don't answer back as if they didn't care and, honestly, I don't think they care or they would even help me. They all stay quiet when I show them my drawings and want me to be invested in their own marvel stuff I honestly don't care about. This week I have to deliver the final project to my teacher but my dumbass classmates lost the pages the teacher marked, so I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna pass again. I'm really stressed thinking about all this stuff because I'll be I'm taking half a sabbatical year to work, and my teacher is a real asshole who won't let me go.
I'm just tired, man. I haven't slept and I don't even think that matters. This city has nothing to offer. No real friends. People usually make fun of my height and it just hurts a lot. What's next for me? what should I do now? everywhere I go is just the same crap, none of this shit has happened to the other people I know. There's more stuff, but I really shouldn't be giving you guys too many details.