My husband left me for the AP
My husband left me for the AP
I’m one of those God awful stories and to make it worse I’m in my mid twenties with twins and a school aged child . When he first left I begged and pleaded and cried . Eventually he(27 M) did come back and when he did let’s just say it was unhealthy. On top of that the AP(33 F) was pregnant. I still wanted him back and then when I did have him I realized I will never forgive him for this betrayal. Things were insanely tense and my abandonment issues got worse . He ended up going back to her I mean who would blame him lol . She accepts and is fine with a man leaving his family for her . As long as she and the son they now share have the better treatment. I had to see this crap on social media . They had a baby shower and took maternity pictures together . I commented some nasty things under it . I know that’s not healing and I know I should get over it . I just can’t believe someone could do this . Then on top of that it’s the same cycle with him wanting to reconcile and spewing crap because he believes I’m still weak over him . I’m still working on our divorce because if I leave it up to him it will never happen. Any time I bring up the fact that he betrayed me worse than anyone in my life he tries to turn it on to me and that it’s my fault . That I caused this . Like he was the perfect partner. It’s ridiculous. He disgusts me I can’t believe I fell in love with him and now my kids have to grow up in an awkward situation because he’s selfish . I just want this anger and obsession I have to go away . I’m tired of feeling like this . I’m tired of the feeling in my stomach I get from checking there social media . I’m tired of feeling less than.