I genuinely don’t understand why I’m this slow
It takes me an exaggerated amount of time to finish up basic tasks like showering, sweeping, mopping the floor, do my homework. Most of the time it's because I get distracted extremely easily, but even when I manage to stay focused, I still take way longer than everyone else.
Just today my friends and I planned to get on discord at 5, I just told them that i might be a little late as i needed to wash some dishes. I finished by 6:40 and none of them were still online. I started around 3:30. The only distractions i had were going to the bathroom one single time and putting my phone to charge, other than that I did nothing but wash the dishes and mop a bit of the water that splashed while doing so yet still it took me 3 hours to finish. It's insanely frustrating that even when you manage to finally get over any possible distraction you can't seem to do things as fast as most people can do. It's one of the many things that make me question what I’ve been doing wrong for so many years.