
My Boy is missing
For 2 years we looked after a feral boy we had named CK. We built shelter for him. We fed him. We gave him supplements. We dewormed him and we loved him. Now when we would take his food out to him he wouldn't run off. But he would walk very quickly and go behind a bush to watch us. Abbut a month ago he just sat there when we took his food out sat there and looked at us. This was very unusual behavior for him He did that for 2 days before he went missing. And I know this is projection but I can't help thinking that he was saying goodbye and I'm heartbroken.
I know in my heart that he's probably gone but I don't think I'll ever recover from missing him because there's no closure and I'll always wonder where he is. If he passed you know stuff like that.
My son-in-law asked me one day about him. How can you love something you've never touched? You don't need to touch something to feel love. You just need a strong connection and that's what I had with CK
Ck my love, hope that wherever you are, you're happy and you're at peace and meowmy will always love you