u/CaterpillarNew4745

I am an equine professional and reiki master and also teach a Reiki course for horse own and other pros. Every time i try to pivot I get pulled back toward Reiki im pretty confident its something im meant to do on my life path. I would really love to market myself better as the reason i pivot its due to a lack of interest of my offerings (sessions for horses, ofr their humans, and my virtual teachings). I am just emotionally battling with it, if i could do it every single day i would but sadly it doesnt pay the bills , but thats where id like to end up. Teaching and doing Reiki/energy work predominately. Any advice?

Ive found that making myself 'wait' for a vacation or long weekend always helps me slow the spiral. Generally sensations for me are causeed by my anxiety in the first place. So my rule is to wait and take a chill and try my best to relax. Once I go on a short staycation or weekend getaway (sometimes just having two days off in a row is good enough for me) I will reassess then bring it up to my dr. This has really helped me improve over the last year as last year it was borderline debilitating