What am I doing at this age?
75 GWM here - been married to a wonderful man for 18 years 15 of which have been sexless. When we met I recovering from a radical robotic prostatectomy, he was no help in participating in my recovery. I had been a top, surgery made me a bottom, he’s a total top and hung. He has not had a erection for some 12 + years. So, was looking for hookups on silverdaddies - not much there as no one can get hard. Met a 42 year old yesterday it was going nicely. He then said I have changed my life I am now a Master with one slave, so was put on back burner. Agreed to be a lave on a trial basis, was working out okay, he decided 2 slaves was too much, was put on back burner again and came back as a FWB, we played around a lot and enjoyed it. Finally got fucked for the first in 15 years!!! Also met another guy on silverdaddies about 2 years ago happened to suck him off in the car - both happy. He and his hubby are part year residents. This winter we tried meeting up. He invited me over to his place, we talked in his back yard, met his husband and room mate. Got to be time to leave and man did he kiss me out front, gave me the vapors LOL. His hubby asked him if we fucked, he said no, hubby said well I gave you permission to! Another missed opportunity. When they return this fall he will fuck me and often I hope!. These opportunities have made me soooo damn horny all the time, is the only thing I think about… Don’t know where all this will wind up. All of us are married, only one husband is aware…
What say you all?
Similar situations?
Is this a late life crisis?