u/Ch0ng0B0ng0

Hey everyone, quick PSA for the group. I’m a big coffee enthusiast and I see a lot of people on here say they have a hard time drinking black coffee while they're fasting. If you think it tastes like burnt charcoal, you’re probably just drinking the wrong roasts. You should really look into good light roasted coffee. It’s super fruity and floral, and it honestly tastes more like a complex tea than what most people think of as coffee. The catch is that you definitely need a grinder because you have to buy these beans whole to get those flavors. For a good entry-level grinder, I’d suggest looking at the Kingrinder K6 or the Femobook A2, but you can probably get by with something even cheaper if you don’t want to spend too much money right away. If you want to give it a shot, check out roasters like Prodigal, September, H&S, Onyx, Wooly Lamb, or Hydrangea. It makes drinking it black so much easier when it actually tastes good.

I’m 57 days clean after 10 years of consistent use. I expected to be over the hump by now, but I’m still hitting a wall and it isn't letting up.
I’ve been having these midnight terrors where I wake up in a state of total dread like heart racing, super disoriented, and for a few seconds I don't even know where I am. I’m also still getting "brain pops" as I’m trying to drift off to sleep. They sound like crashing things, like a door slamming or something heavy dropping right in my ear. It jolts me awake every time.
I feel like I’ve lost my edge. My wit just isn't there and I’m struggling to feel sharp or like myself. Is it normal for this stuff to still be happening at the two month mark, or should I be worried that it’s something else? Just trying to see if anyone else has dealt with this.