my black cat never returned
hi guys, im a uni student on her last semester to graduation. i moved out of our family house and left my cats and after months, i came back and my black cat apparently never returned. the people at home said it has been weeks since and they just did not inform me because my cat can access the outdoors and would usually come back after some time. anyway, it's been 2 months since my baby is gone and now I am nearing my thesis defense, i cant help but think of him. i miss him so much and I do not think i grieved well because I am trying to gather my self for the defense and i am also a cancer patient and cant be too emotional on things as I inflame fast. : ( i love him so much. he stuck with me through chemo and now I feel like i am not giving justice to all those years we spent together that i have not even grieved him properly.
it hurts.