I once loved you.
On our wedding day, when we looked into each other's eyes, the amount of love we once had was earth-shattering.
I loved you so much it hurt me until you started hurting me. I still loved you.
I remember the first time it happened. How I felt it was my fault, and I chased you down so you wouldn't leave.
Yes, I should have let you walk away then. But I loved you. I thought if I just loved you a little more, you would see how amazing you really are.
But that never happened. Several times after that, you told me I should have left you then. You were right, I should have. Do I miss you? Only you, I wish you were. The man I had always hoped you would become.
Because of you, parts of me died.
I have been gone for 10 months now. At first, I cried. I cried a lot. I know you did too. The day I stopped loving you, the day the switch flipped. I will never forget that day. I knew I had made the right choice.
When you admitted what you did, all my love for you vanished. Went up in smoke. You don't know this, but I tried to press charges against you. That's how badly I despise you now. I knew you were screwed up, just not how badly. I took my daughter and ran two states away. Best choice I have ever made.
We have not spoken in 4 months now. I see you when you look at my TikTok account. I don't post anything. My daughter blocked you; she hates you. I have never seen someone hate another person so much. But she hates you to her core.
In just a few short weeks, we will be fully divorced. I am ready to leave you behind me. I am healing now. My daughter is healing.
I will never wish any harm on you. You're sick, you need help.
I understand now, you were a lesson I needed to learn from. I needed to see my true strength. See who I could become. See what love is. How to actually love someone.
This is my goodbye to you. You will never see this. You will never know, we will never see one another again. You were the biggest life lesson I have ever learned. Goodbye.